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Make something or say something about your sad life!
Still waiting for the 1 for me but still she hasn't come.I feel week and slowly being dragged to the darkness of my heart.As if my very existence is slowly disapearing in the face of the earth.All the days I kept on waiting for someone for me to come.May I be found before it's already too late for me.
Having lost the feelings of love.Having the feeling of being betrayed by your best friend.Things suddenly start to become darker and darker in life.Wondering how long can I still hold my sanity in life.Still I try to hold on even on this single thread that keeps my sanity in me but i wonder. . . . . . How long will this thread last? Shall I be taken over by the darkness in my heart? All i wanted is to have someone to love and someone to love me.Without love i am doomed to my fate of being in the darkness of my heart. If ever I do succumb to the darkness, will someone save my dark heart or will I lost my sanity forever?
Still waiting for the 1 for me but still she hasn't come.I feel week and slowly being dragged to the darkness of my heart.As if my very existence is slowly disapearing in the face of the earth.All the days I kept on waiting for someone for me to come.May I be found before it's already too late for me.
Having lost the feelings of love.Having the feeling of being betrayed by your best friend.Things suddenly start to become darker and darker in life.Wondering how long can I still hold my sanity in life.Still I try to hold on even on this single thread that keeps my sanity in me but i wonder. . . . . . How long will this thread last? Shall I be taken over by the darkness in my heart? All i wanted is to have someone to love and someone to love me.Without love i am doomed to my fate of being in the darkness of my heart. If ever I do succumb to the darkness, will someone save my dark heart or will I lost my sanity forever?
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My life is fine right now, although money is starting to stretch too far and it's getting stressful.
As for a romantic life, I'm not bothered. My heart is a sad and broken thing, and I don't get its hopes up. That's why I'm just a guy behind a screen to you all. I have a social life, but I don't want to actively search for a disappointment.
Although I do envy Tassu. He's got a girlfriend that he's taught to meow as a reply. How awesome is that? Very awesome.
As for a romantic life, I'm not bothered. My heart is a sad and broken thing, and I don't get its hopes up. That's why I'm just a guy behind a screen to you all. I have a social life, but I don't want to actively search for a disappointment.
Although I do envy Tassu. He's got a girlfriend that he's taught to meow as a reply. How awesome is that? Very awesome.
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Romantically my life is the crapper, but only because I'm (was) persuing someone that I shouldn't. I'm barely halfway to getting an Associates Degree in nothing, and I'm almost 20.
But hey, that's why it helps to realize ya gotta pick yourself up. That's what I'm hoping to do. =B
But hey, that's why it helps to realize ya gotta pick yourself up. That's what I'm hoping to do. =B
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I was happy when I stayed in the US, I was filled with happy fuel. But as I went to china for a vacation, I ask for some happy fuels. They didnt understand me! So I craved for my happy fuel, eating nutmeg, murmuring, "its never the same..."
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Hibia wrote...
As for a romantic life, I'm not bothered. My heart is a sad and broken thing, and I don't get its hopes up. That's why I'm just a guy behind a screen to you all. I have a social life, but I don't want to actively search for a disappointment.Ditto
Apart from that, everything is hunky dory
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Mattarat wrote...
Hibia wrote...
As for a romantic life, I'm not bothered. My heart is a sad and broken thing, and I don't get its hopes up. That's why I'm just a guy behind a screen to you all. I have a social life, but I don't want to actively search for a disappointment.Ditto
Apart from that, everything is hunky dory
Second.
My only problem is I flip-flop between; wanting to punch life in the face and say "Fuck you! If you won't make positive things happen then I'll make them happen". to be a cliche' emo "Love doesn't exist. Its only opening yourself up to be hurt and abused by someone who never gave a damn about you anyways."
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Fiery_penguin_of_doom wrote...
Mattarat wrote...
Hibia wrote...
As for a romantic life, I'm not bothered. My heart is a sad and broken thing, and I don't get its hopes up. That's why I'm just a guy behind a screen to you all. I have a social life, but I don't want to actively search for a disappointment.Ditto
Apart from that, everything is hunky dory
Second.
My only problem is I flip-flop between; wanting to punch life in the face and say "Fuck you! If you won't make positive things happen then I'll make them happen". to be a cliche' emo "Love doesn't exist. Its only opening yourself up to be hurt and abused by someone who never gave a damn about you anyways."
Unfortunately the second option tends to fit the facts more often than not. Not that returned love doesn't exist entirely, just that it's a pretty rare thing.
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all i can say is "i'm very happy", even though the "she" hasn't come yet, but will eventually(in a year or so). i've put mind into too much study for university entrance exam than thinking about relationships and finding a gf.
it's not that it's not there, u just have too look carefully(but never expect a love on first sight though), as some random guy said "True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked."
it's not that it's not there, u just have too look carefully(but never expect a love on first sight though), as some random guy said "True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked."
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@hibia
well, IMO love is conotative, don't believe love, trust your girl and you'll be just fine.
my sadness today that i thought about my future, hope everything goes well so i can live happily. point: money can't buy everything, but you can't buy something without money :)
well, IMO love is conotative, don't believe love, trust your girl and you'll be just fine.
my sadness today that i thought about my future, hope everything goes well so i can live happily. point: money can't buy everything, but you can't buy something without money :)
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what the hell can I say I am 18 year and soon 19 this September.
My life is at the worst ( I feal that any way
I hade to move away from my best friend and now I have NO FRIENDS.
So thes 3 years now I have bein force to repeat a class 3 times mostly becuse I have problems when it comes to write and read.
It took the 3 years to under stand that I have problems whit it.
Now I have to go to ANOTHER school wher they will help whit my problems.
When it comes to my so call love life. I HAVE NOTING I am freaking 18 and many of my classmates have a F***ing girl/boyfriend.
I don't even now a girl.
But ther was one I got to now preaty well but I hade to move to this town that I am living in.
God my life really sound pathetic.
But now I have to start to deal whit it mostly becuse Game are the one how have made me go thru whit this stuff.
My life is at the worst ( I feal that any way
I hade to move away from my best friend and now I have NO FRIENDS.
So thes 3 years now I have bein force to repeat a class 3 times mostly becuse I have problems when it comes to write and read.
It took the 3 years to under stand that I have problems whit it.
Now I have to go to ANOTHER school wher they will help whit my problems.
When it comes to my so call love life. I HAVE NOTING I am freaking 18 and many of my classmates have a F***ing girl/boyfriend.
I don't even now a girl.
But ther was one I got to now preaty well but I hade to move to this town that I am living in.
God my life really sound pathetic.
But now I have to start to deal whit it mostly becuse Game are the one how have made me go thru whit this stuff.
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sandking wrote...
@hibiawell, IMO love is conotative, don't believe love, trust your girl and you'll be just fine.
>_> To be able to trust a girl, one must have one.
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Emo is not the only 1 with a sad love life.how about the gothics and the punks and the rockers/Rackiztah.
Oops i forgot.everyone has a little Emo inside of them.Emo came from Emotions and Emotional right.We all have emotions.
Oh and i ain't emo.I'm a Rackiztah and I do love Gothic Rock sounds.
Oops i forgot.everyone has a little Emo inside of them.Emo came from Emotions and Emotional right.We all have emotions.
Oh and i ain't emo.I'm a Rackiztah and I do love Gothic Rock sounds.
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ShadowRonald wrote...
Emo is not the only 1 with a sad love life.how about the gothics and the punks and the rockers/Rackiztah.Oops i forgot.everyone has a little Emo inside of them.Emo came from Emotions and Emotional right.We all have emotions.
Oh and i ain't emo.I'm a Rackiztah and I do love Gothic Rock sounds.
Some people actually don't have certain feelings. I know this person, for instance, who doesn't feel remorse. He'd be a pretty crazy murderer.
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Well, in my case, this might sound stupid and I'll sound like a good little obedient son, for I am not allowed to have a girlfriend until I finish university. Although I feel that I really don't need one anytime soon.
This is probably because since I was in kindergarten I've been told that I can't have one, so I think I grew to dislike the general female population. There are a few girls though that are good friends, closer to me than any guy, but I just don't find a physical attraction there. To me, the majority of women seem to be more or less the same. No offense to anyone belonging to the female population, but it's just my opinion. I just don't like those who feel that they need to be conformists.
Anyway, I feel that life ultimately is pointless and empty without a partner of some sort. I would really like a purpose in life, and I believe that a partner would give me that.
This is probably because since I was in kindergarten I've been told that I can't have one, so I think I grew to dislike the general female population. There are a few girls though that are good friends, closer to me than any guy, but I just don't find a physical attraction there. To me, the majority of women seem to be more or less the same. No offense to anyone belonging to the female population, but it's just my opinion. I just don't like those who feel that they need to be conformists.
Anyway, I feel that life ultimately is pointless and empty without a partner of some sort. I would really like a purpose in life, and I believe that a partner would give me that.
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Yes a partner.I have been looking for one.Someone that would cherish me and love me.I'm not a material person not do i look at the outside and the artificial beauty.What i do look for is someone with a beauty not only outside but also form the inside.
Hate the kind of people that use and abuse or just takes things for granted.
Hate the kind of people that use and abuse or just takes things for granted.