Anime has driven me into despair!!!!!
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I don't know why, but lately, a constant reoccurring thought I have is how guilty/angry I feel about my... infatuation with anime.
Sure, even now, 4 times out of 5 I'd rather jerk it to anime, yet I can't help but think that I'm just one of the many poor suckers who got manipulated into loving this shit.
Let's face it, the entire industry is based on manipulating your into liking "abnormal" kinks. It starts off light, like making your think flat is sexy, then it drags you down, and soon enough you find yourself being aroused to futanari or guro. (Well, the most abnormal fetish I have is loli, but you know what I mean.)
The problem is that I can't even identify what exactly my problem is it with anime. Maybe it's the fact that I'm morally disgusted by how anime seems to have been reduced to softcore pornography that uses every dirty, done-to-death trick in the book to get desperate otakus to buy into it (one short look at Sankaku Complex can help identify the absolute worst of the fandom), or maybe it's because I'm afraid of being judged for it, and I'm seeking some form of penance. I don't know, the point is I can't help but feel semi-irrational hatred for it.
Fuck, I still want to learn how to draw, and one of the reason is for the purpose of being able to draw my own smut (and at least make the dialogue not completely predictable). Maybe it's because I feel that it's the ultimate form of vengeance for me, but I know that "purification" is a futile goal.
At this point, I'm just rambling about how "tsundere" I am for anime (except I think tsundere is a awfully overused cliche, but it's close enough for you to get the idea). And even then, my perception is mostly based on second-hand exposure. Most of it is form Japanese video games and several years of browsing Danbooru and 4chan. The only anime that I watched fully was Gurren Lagann. Please, someone help me answer this question:
Where did I go wrong?
(Sorry if I'm talking in nonsense.)
Sure, even now, 4 times out of 5 I'd rather jerk it to anime, yet I can't help but think that I'm just one of the many poor suckers who got manipulated into loving this shit.
Let's face it, the entire industry is based on manipulating your into liking "abnormal" kinks. It starts off light, like making your think flat is sexy, then it drags you down, and soon enough you find yourself being aroused to futanari or guro. (Well, the most abnormal fetish I have is loli, but you know what I mean.)
The problem is that I can't even identify what exactly my problem is it with anime. Maybe it's the fact that I'm morally disgusted by how anime seems to have been reduced to softcore pornography that uses every dirty, done-to-death trick in the book to get desperate otakus to buy into it (one short look at Sankaku Complex can help identify the absolute worst of the fandom), or maybe it's because I'm afraid of being judged for it, and I'm seeking some form of penance. I don't know, the point is I can't help but feel semi-irrational hatred for it.
Fuck, I still want to learn how to draw, and one of the reason is for the purpose of being able to draw my own smut (and at least make the dialogue not completely predictable). Maybe it's because I feel that it's the ultimate form of vengeance for me, but I know that "purification" is a futile goal.
At this point, I'm just rambling about how "tsundere" I am for anime (except I think tsundere is a awfully overused cliche, but it's close enough for you to get the idea). And even then, my perception is mostly based on second-hand exposure. Most of it is form Japanese video games and several years of browsing Danbooru and 4chan. The only anime that I watched fully was Gurren Lagann. Please, someone help me answer this question:
Where did I go wrong?
(Sorry if I'm talking in nonsense.)
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Lughost
the Lugoat
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Shinji Ex wrote...
Anime saved my lifeAnime killed my father and raped my mother!
Yours too!?
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Grenouille88 wrote...
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Shinji Ex wrote...
Anime saved my lifeAnime killed my father and raped my mother!
Yours too!?
I think we just started a support group.
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Hanasaku
i should just die
ThemJohns wrote...
(Sorry if I'm talking in nonsense.)Maybe the point of anime is to expose the audience to more possibilities, to find the unexplored depths of humanity.
Maybe people who say 'I don't watch anime so I'm a normal person' are normal. We watch anime that' why we are special. We appreciate things unknown to 'normal people'. We are special.
CUE BRAINWASH
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Lughost
the Lugoat
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Grenouille88 wrote...
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Shinji Ex wrote...
Anime saved my lifeAnime killed my father and raped my mother!
Yours too!?
I think we just started a support group.
We can meet on Thursdays in the old abandoned warehouse on the docks.
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Grenouille88 wrote...
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Grenouille88 wrote...
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Shinji Ex wrote...
Anime saved my lifeAnime killed my father and raped my mother!
Yours too!?
I think we just started a support group.
We can meet on Thursdays in the old abandoned warehouse on the docks.
You're sick! That's where my parents had their incident!
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Lughost
the Lugoat
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Grenouille88 wrote...
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Grenouille88 wrote...
LongevityDrunk wrote...
Shinji Ex wrote...
Anime saved my lifeAnime killed my father and raped my mother!
Yours too!?
I think we just started a support group.
We can meet on Thursdays in the old abandoned warehouse on the docks.
You're sick! That's where my parents had their incident!
Mine too.
;___;
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"Anime has driven me into despair!!!!!"
And soon, you'll go hollow...
" a constant reoccurring thought I have is how guilty/angry I feel about my... infatuation with anime."
Life isn't like The Binding of Issac (in that way).
"even now, 4 times out of 5 I'd rather jerk it to anime, yet I can't help but think that I'm just one of the many poor suckers who got manipulated into loving this shit."
You prefer hand drawn hentai by people who WANTED to draw it rather real porn where the ACTORS are paid and hardly even care about it...
"Let's face it, the entire industry is based on manipulating your into liking "abnormal" kinks. It starts off light, like making your think flat is sexy, then it drags you down, and soon enough you find yourself being aroused to futanari or guro. (Well, the most abnormal fetish I have is loli, but you know what I mean.)"
AS long as you don't jerk it to a hentai where somebody digs the grave of a 2 year old girl and rapes it and then strangles his parents with the baby's entrails... I think you shouldn't worry.
Without a little gore or abnormal stuff in our art, art would NOT be the same or as interesting.
Stuff stuff stuff...
And soon, you'll go hollow...
" a constant reoccurring thought I have is how guilty/angry I feel about my... infatuation with anime."
Life isn't like The Binding of Issac (in that way).
"even now, 4 times out of 5 I'd rather jerk it to anime, yet I can't help but think that I'm just one of the many poor suckers who got manipulated into loving this shit."
You prefer hand drawn hentai by people who WANTED to draw it rather real porn where the ACTORS are paid and hardly even care about it...
"Let's face it, the entire industry is based on manipulating your into liking "abnormal" kinks. It starts off light, like making your think flat is sexy, then it drags you down, and soon enough you find yourself being aroused to futanari or guro. (Well, the most abnormal fetish I have is loli, but you know what I mean.)"
AS long as you don't jerk it to a hentai where somebody digs the grave of a 2 year old girl and rapes it and then strangles his parents with the baby's entrails... I think you shouldn't worry.
Without a little gore or abnormal stuff in our art, art would NOT be the same or as interesting.
Stuff stuff stuff...
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At some point anime made me wish I had a few chicks as my real wives from my favorite anime series, but then I realized how stupid it is to even go that far.
So what I did is :
GO OUT AND INTERACT WITH REAL PEOPLE AND FIND YOURSELF A GOOD CROWD!!
No matter how awesome it is for people, anime is still anime and it should be just entertainment for us, so the fact that you think anime is a despair for you means you have absolutely no social life and nothing else to think about except that.
I don't watch anime much anymore and reading hentai is becoming less and less interesting for me since I thought about it for a while.
Also I doubt you are really a forever alone guy, you probably have friends but barely reach out to them, so get up your ass and get out.
Also anime shouldn't even be a problem, there are bigger problems for you to think about. So stop whining how you are attracted to anime and how it has driven you to like even more abnormal stuff, and start being a normal person.
So what I did is :
GO OUT AND INTERACT WITH REAL PEOPLE AND FIND YOURSELF A GOOD CROWD!!
No matter how awesome it is for people, anime is still anime and it should be just entertainment for us, so the fact that you think anime is a despair for you means you have absolutely no social life and nothing else to think about except that.
I don't watch anime much anymore and reading hentai is becoming less and less interesting for me since I thought about it for a while.
Also I doubt you are really a forever alone guy, you probably have friends but barely reach out to them, so get up your ass and get out.
Also anime shouldn't even be a problem, there are bigger problems for you to think about. So stop whining how you are attracted to anime and how it has driven you to like even more abnormal stuff, and start being a normal person.
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echoeagle3
Oppai Overlord
Im going to reply to some of this cuz Im bored
No, you just have absolutely no psycological barriers, you don't know how to stop and how to control yourself, You are also most likely 16
after seeing this your entire claim, while it was already stupid, has now lost any validity it may have had. You sir are either bad at trolling or just really really dumb. Either way I can almost feel sorry for the pitiful life you must lead, almost sorry.
ThemJohns wrote...
Let's face it, the entire industry is based on manipulating your into liking "abnormal" kinks. It starts off light, like making your think flat is sexy, then it drags you down, and soon enough you find yourself being aroused to futanari or guro. (Well, the most abnormal fetish I have is loli, but you know what I mean.)No, you just have absolutely no psycological barriers, you don't know how to stop and how to control yourself, You are also most likely 16
ThemJohns wrote...
my perception is mostly based on second-hand exposure. Most of it is form Japanese video games and several years of browsing Danbooru and 4chan. The only anime that I watched fully was Gurren Lagannn.after seeing this your entire claim, while it was already stupid, has now lost any validity it may have had. You sir are either bad at trolling or just really really dumb. Either way I can almost feel sorry for the pitiful life you must lead, almost sorry.
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Hanasaku wrote...
Maybe people who say 'I don't watch anime so I'm a normal person' are normal. We watch anime that' why we are special. We appreciate things unknown to 'normal people'. We are special.Nope, we're not special, we just have a different taste.
This guy is special:
Spoiler:
And seriously, is liking anime that different nowdays? Is it really still something most of the people look down to? I honestly have no idea because the people I hang around with are mature enough to know that everyone has their own taste and they know that what other people like is none of anyone elses business.
And even when I was like 14, I drew animu girls in class and everyone knew it and all I got was positive feedback and at worst some friendly teasing. And that was over 10 years ago.
ThemJohns wrote...
Let's face it, the entire industry is based on manipulating your into liking "abnormal" kinks. It starts off light, like making your think flat is sexy, then it drags you down, and soon enough you find yourself being aroused to futanari or guro. (Well, the most abnormal fetish I have is loli, but you know what I mean.)You dont think the porn industry does that? First you find yourself just looking at nekkid ladies and soon you're searching for the sickest things you can think of. The only difference is that they cant do all of the worst things you see in hentai because it would be illegal.
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Aai
FAKKU Ass Master
animefreak_usa wrote...
my sugar is 338mg/ml. Fuck your despair.Bananas and pineapples
