~Fakku Girls Club v4~

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*Pokes your sides*


Well the opening part of your post was rather...pointed towards me it seemed. Obviously I treat my own maids like sisters, I would be a bit of a hypocrite if I treated people in customer service wouldn't it?

.....(no.o)n hewwo

*glomps*

Hullo~

Yeah... my bad. I just need some company, I think. Being by yourself most weekends because that's when the family decides to go on fun adventures while I work kind of makes me a little... irrational. And unlike Spy, Al's never around anymore. She rarely texts me and she rarely replies to my texts. It's like she doesn't love me anymore or something... See? Irrational.

*Pats* It's all right.

And that is very irrational, I'm sure Al would be by your side if she could.

God's I'd like to buy the Bosshi poster...

But I'd never be able to put it up X(

I'd believe ya if I were younger, but it seems I have less and less optimism the older I get. Life moves on regardless of whether you want to keep pace with it or not. That's the reason I keep saying that. She hasn't spent a summer with me since her first year of University and she's always on some abroad trip for winters. Between that, Uni takes up the rest of the time we can spend. She's always got an excuse. You think she's actively avoiding me? Maybe she just spends time with me out of pity... Fuck... can't think straight!


Hey, sheep...

Well, you can... you just won't.

Hey crazr.
*sips coffee*
Mmmh true enough.
Though I might order anyways because its so lovely~

Actively avoiding you? Pity? C'mon man, you've passed from paranoid to absolutely ridiculous. Bonkers. Completely off your stick. You're the one that told me that as life goes on it's harder to spend time with people and enjoy time together as you get older. When you're the age you two are at you've gotta grab opportunities, go for new experiences and push your boundaries. If anything about what you've told me about Al is true don't think it doesn't tear her up that she can't be beside you or take you with her, but she's got things to do. Places to explore and expand her own life. As soon as she gets a chance she'll come running back to your arms and shower you with love. University sucks your life dry with time a lot. Some days Spy comes back exhausted and falls straight asleep. I want her to dedicate herself to her passion before me. That's what's important. You just have to give her that for now.

Thanks. You're a better person than me. As optimistic as I can be, I can be just as equally pessimistic at times. Don't worry, I tell her to put her dreams before me, so she knows I fully support her. I'd get mad if she gave them up because of me. I always tell her that dreams can slip away, but I'll always be here. There are just days where the loneliness gets me and I start missing her. A lot. I think you can sympathize with that.

She actually just texted me and said she's really happy since she did great at work. Then she said she cried a few nights back cuz she missed me. I am a total fool.

Thanks. You're a better person than me. As optimistic as I can be, I can be just as equally pessimistic at times. Don't worry, I tell her to put her dreams before me, so she knows I fully support her. I'd get mad if she gave them up because of me. I always tell her that dreams can slip away, but I'll always be here. There are just days where the loneliness gets me and I start missing her. A lot. I think you can sympathize with that.

She actually just texted me and said she's really happy since she did great at work. Then she said she cried a few nights back cuz she missed me. I am a total fool.

Thanks. You're a better person than me. As optimistic as I can be, I can be just as equally pessimistic at times. Don't worry, I tell her to put her dreams before me, so she knows I fully support her. I'd get mad if she gave them up because of me. I always tell her that dreams can slip away, but I'll always be here. There are just days where the loneliness gets me and I start missing her. A lot. I think you can sympathize with that.

She actually just texted me and said she's really happy since she did great at work. Then she said she cried a few nights back cuz she missed me. I am a total fool.

*Pats* There, there. We're all vulnerable to those feelings.

Hello, bug.

Well, I feel a bit better that she texted and we're talking now for a bit before she goes to her second Uni job. Don't like hearing that she cried because she missed me though... Wish I could give her some hugs and kisses.

Hahaha, 28 kills, 14 assists, 1 death in my most recent match. When the time comes, prepare for serious combat, Yuri!

....Nah fuck that, you're on your own.

....Nah fuck that, you're on your own.

....Nah fuck that, you're on your own.

*wonders*