~Fakku Girls Club v4~

Lucy, you should still consider the worst case scenario. As you've said before, your are the one putting in all the effort in your relationship. In my opinion, that is very unfair of your boyfriend. Just like how you stay with him in hopes that it gets better, he might just be staying with you because he wants release for his occasional urges. I know it sounds like I'm asking you dump him, but consider the possibility that it might not work out. Nothing is more heart wrenching than getting hurt in a relationship.


Sounds like a typical day for an active person. I've been trying to get back into the habit of running again. I want to be able to run 1 mile/1600 meters in under 7 minutes and participate in marathons again, but I don't know the best way to motivate myself.

Glad to know your girlfriend is not the most capable of making food just like mine. I swear, sometimes I don't know if I'm taking care of my girlfriend or my child...

Spy: You've just got to keep at it honestly. I'm sure you understand the correlation/similarities between marathon runners and ecstasy addicts right? How they both continue doing their respective tasks mostly because of the serotonin released during the process? Basically you've just got to keep going until you keep feeling the runners high again. I just listen to a select list of songs and they usually get me pumped.

Oh I know what you mean, she feels like a little kid sometimes lol. We've always joked about how she could set a bowel of cereal alight xD

It's a job I don't mind though, I knew what I was signing up for lol.

ºGropes Yuriº

I wish I couldn't do my daily jogs in peace... ;-;

-jogs around yuri- :D

Girlfriend just left to go horseback riding... Had no idea she was taking a summer class in horseback riding... I thought she was just working. No wonder her legs feel really toned.


Runner's highs do feel quite euphoric. It's as if you've reached equilibrium and synchronized your body's energy flow with that of the world's. Haha, listen to me sound like a complete spiritual fool.

At least you had warning. When I first met Al, she was top of her class and above avaerage when it came to physical activities. She always acted serious and precise. Lo and behold the moment I started dating her. I learned she can't cook, she can't drive, and she's not one to follow rules outside of academia. Luckily for her, I like taking care of and watching over people.

ºStabs with fish plushieº

Stop copying me!!

I know what you mean but sometimes he like has a good day and he is really sweet and he tries so hard. I cant punish him for being who he is, i mean he was like this all the time,it isnt like he changed with the 8 yesrs,he didnt,he is still the same he always was. I think he wants to try, but he is too lazy to actually move his butt.
he tries my bdsm stuff, he says he wants to do what i want, thats exactly what annoys me thought... him constantly asking what i want in bed. Otherwise he is self centered but i guess thats his nature and its partly what i like about him.

I made him a to-do list everyday and he did it like a good boy, also he does whatever i ask him to. Just that i need to ask.
It seems me telling him i'll leave for sure if he continues to tell me i deserve better helped somehow. That is why i need bdsm ideas,he is willing to do it with me, but i want to be considerated to him

Me and Spy are taking the dogs out for a walk. Be back in half an hour~

Quit bothering me.

Well, he needs to get off his lazy butt and get it into gear then! He can't expect you to always have the answer for what he should do. At your point in the relationship, you should be able to know what each other wants with just a few simple hints. For example, when Al and I first got intimate, we asked each other what to do and we were very mindful and cautious. Nowadays, if she bends over a certain way, I know that she wants it right then and there and I give it to her.

You're copying me, trying to provoke my Hatsuns, Nyu~!!

ºSwings Yuri around and throws out windowº

I'm hiding in this convo. (_-_)

Hm...? There, there... *pats*

well that works really well in daily life, but not in bed...i winder if i'm doing something wrong then...
he is alwayw like "whatever you want we will do..." and thats kinda boring and odd,like doesnt he want anything at all,or what?

I mean i know he is asexual and all and he often has sex with me because i ask so but ...

Oh well whatever spy said to wait,its all i can do right now anyway ^^

He might just be a giver. I know some people are way more into one than the other. It's usually good if a relationship is that way. I myself am a giver. Pleasure's nice and all, but I derive more pleasure from my gf's pleasure.

*doctors up the stab wound*

Back~

O-O

I totally forgot that Al's roommate is only 18 and she's graduated from University and ready to go to graduate school. What the fuck...? Damn talented people, hahaha!

Last visit before I leave.

*Huggles* Have a good time Shane~ I'll miss you.


Spy: Show off.

xD

Joking, good to have more nerds about lol.