HAPPINESS

Over my ban I received emails from various users from the forum.

I was truly shocked.

More or less this shock came from the fact I never gave my email out to anyone and I hadn't the foggiest how these bastards found it. Regardless, after opening up a couple of them I came to realize they were from users on the forum and as such I had no intention of replying or continue reading them.

Why bother associating myself with people from a forum I can't even log onto?

In one of the emails I would find my way to a thread which had sprung up entitled "Harmonian" which Guilty made. Truth be told if my name wasn't the title I would have just closed out of it.

Why bother reading posts which I can't reply to?

However, seeing a thread dedicated to my honor I decided to read it. By that time it had reached around seven or so pages and let me say I am truly flattered by the amount of attention a thread with my name receives.

So I read the hateful posts that made up the entirety of the thread and I will admit I got pretty hard from it all. It wasn't until I reached Shaggy's posts that it dropped.

While it may not be apparent but Shaggy is among the few users I respect on the forums. Reading his posts made me realize that I had gotten a little of track when I started going for negative reputation. What I saw as vulgarity in my posts saying such things as "Fuck this thread" was being seen as stupidity in the eyes of others. Now if it was anyone but Shaggy sayin' this I'd shrug it off.

While most of what he said was wrong and I refer to his accusations regarding my involvement in threads such as "Are Men Superior to Women?" I understood where he was coming from. While this statement may provoke some, I'd prefer if you PMed me instead of bringing needless drama into this thread.

Regardless, after reading some of the posts Shaggy made I've decided to drop my three word posts from this day forth. If I'm going to criticize you I will have the common decency to do so with a certain level of wit which you may appreciate.

I also have something to say to whoever bitched about my attitude in the "Specific Anime Series" section. From my initial involvement in that section, pretty early in my Fakku! career, I have been very blunt. Initially this would result in discussion of some sort but since my reputation has taken a turn for the "worse" I suppose people take this blunt attitude as an attempted troll. I have no intention of changing my attitude and you'll have to suck it the fuck up. While hermitIV is another user I respect, I don't particularly mind if I offend him by acting in such a manner in his turf.

To all those who curse my return you can thank Waar. I can safely say if it wasn't for what Waar said I wouldn't have returned to the forum.

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