Losing interest in giving blowjobs?

Oooookay.
So...here's the deal.

>mid-February, decide to go on an acid trip
>after acid trip ends, end up being coerced into smoking 6 hits of crystal meth, then popped 0.5mg of MDMA (For reference, 0.2mg is considered a shitload)
>go home, fiance and I fuck for ~6 hours
>first hit of MDMA starting to wear off
>we stupidly redose with another 0.5mg MDMA
>another ~6 hours fucking
>a good 7-8/12 hours were all really hard deepthroating
>literally swallowing his dick (~9" for reference)

I let my throat heal for ~2 weeks after that night, and...well, since then, I haven't had the slightest interest in going down on him. It's not like there's anything wrong, he's not forceful about it at all, and I love his dick. I really do. It just seems like lately, I just want it in me, not in my mouth. Selfish, I know.

I feel bad, I haven't blown him in a month now, and he's been asking why I haven't been interested. I think I'm just intimidated by how much it hurt the day after our little drugged escapade, and...well, let's just say that I gave the best blowjob I've given to date that night. And now I don't think I can keep up, or at least, keep up while sober, because my pain tolerance is higher when I'm on something.

How the fuck do I get past this mental block?

Note: This thread is not about our recreational habits, or your opinion on them.
This thread is about getting past a mental block towards blowjobs.

Thanks in advance.
(Also, I put this thread here instead of LRR because I need a faster response, and because it just seems more appropriate here.)

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"because it seems more appropriate here"



Exactly why. lol

Don't mind me I'm just tripping out

Cocks.

Try overdosing and come back to me.

lol obviously you'd stop wanting to suck the D after hurting. Why do you have to deepthroat in the first place? Can't you just "suck" on it lightly? You don't necessarily have to gobble down 9 inches. Also, when he says "why you haven't been interested' he's probably referring to just blowing on it, not DT.

But as to getting the mental block out of your head...
I guess you could like, make it taste better for you?
Like how some people put whipped cream on their nipples or dicks, you could do that.
But if you don't like whipped cream maybe you could buy a syrup that you like and spread that shit all over his... thing. Like strawberry syrup, if you like those things.

Lol. I like deepthroating, he patted my head after and said I was the best.
Eh, it's not the taste that bothers me, I think I'm just scared of the pain, even though I know I don't have to DT. Also, I wouldn't really be a fan of adding to his dick, I like it the way it is lol. And it'd be messy. :/

Don't feel bad since he's most likely boning some other girl that gets off on erotic asphyxiation while on MDMA.

It's not about the taste that matters, it's about making yourself forget about the pain and think it's a tasty treat.

Also, you don't have to smother it with additives, just light drops should do it.
It won't be messy that way. You could always clean it all up.

I guess I could give it a shot...thank you!



He's not.

You sure? It's not hard to find a girl that he can screw while on MDMA and overdosing is your best option. Also, I don't know why you felt the need to make this thread in IB.

He wouldn't go looking for another girl to screw. There's no issue about us not having enough sex, it's just that I'm not the biggest fan of blowjobs right now. The only reason why we did the drugs was to experience sex on it with each other. I feel like you're trying to poke at me for that in a roundabout way.

I posted here because...well, it just seemed more appropriate to be here than LRR since we don't have any relationship issues, just a mild sexual one. If posting here is an issue, I have no problem moving it.

But is IB a place for relationship or sexual advice? I am poking fun at you and you never know since you don't follow him or read his text like a true girlfriend.

Not relationship. I clarified that already.
My mistake for thinking that IB would be able to help a bit, should I move it now?

Why? Are you put off by our recreational behavior? I'd much rather have you be direct. And I do know. When he's not at work, he's home or out with me, and that's because he chooses to, not because I make him. I'm far from a forceful girlfriend.

Not putt off, but you should try overdosing just once. A forceful girlfriend is the perfect girlfriend.

What's your deal about overdosing? And no, I won't try it. We've limited our fun to hydrocodone and weed, we really don't want to destroy our serotonin and dopamine receptors. Even then, we've decided to stay clean most of the time. It's so much better.

Man what is the deal? I look one way, and see that being submissive is best. I look the other, and being forceful is best.
Welp, nothing is going to make me forceful, I don't have the heart or the personality for it. Besides, he likes me submissive.

You never answered my question.
Edit: Try sizzurp since I hear it does wonders for a good relationship.

No on sizzurp.
As far as your question, I thought IB would be appropriate for this kind of sexual advice, since there are no relationship issues to go with it. Sorry if I made a mistake, which (judging by your attitude) seems to be the case.

Should be in the ronery section......

When did IB become a dumping ground?