Decchan's Laboratory

So you give up?

I never said I give up, it just means I have to keep starting over.
I guess that's basically the same thing though...

It's not ruined if you can start over, right?

I am trying to do that, though certain issues won't be fixed as a select few have already made up their minds about me and no longer want to be my friends any more.
With Desu we had a special bond and something like that you don't really get a second chance at. Especially now she's working so much and all. I'd rather just leave her be and stop pestering her.

Desu likes people 'pestering' her. Just no negas.

No negas?

Negativity, sad things and the like.

It's only because I miss the way we used to be.
You knew how happy she used to make me feel right?

She hates this btw. If you wanna talk to her talk. She hates it when people tell her they'll just leave her to something or whatever like that.

To be fair anything I do lately is hated. I sent messages on here and Skype last week which have yet to be answered.
This is just doing my head in about what is right and wrong.

A Shane.

Just wait for the answers then...?

Hmm...

??? What?

I miss her so...

Msg her?

I have, but still.

Still what? Msg her again... and again.

Stalk the stalker? o.o

That's the plot twist.