So I'm rifiling though the filing cabinet...

And I found documents that reviewed my Psychological state, I.Q., and a bunch of other fun stuff.

... Can we know what was on that document? or is that the end of the thought.

Hmm...apparently I was classified as emotionally disturbed as a child. My Verbal I.Q. is considered high average (which means it's probably higher now since this paper is from awhile back) and.....I have really good vision and hearing. I get to keep the fun stuff for myself. Actually I don't want to get up right now. I'm tired.

Since you are nice enough to tell us this, I'll tell you about me.

I have social anxiety, I'm am currently recovering from it (I think), but I should see physiatrist about it... seeing somebody to help my fear of people is counter productive; in my mind.

I've never been to a school since my mom knew of my social awkward-ness, So I don't know my I.Q., I'm too scared to get my G.E.D., since I'd have to interact with strangers... stuff... [size=10]stuff...[/h]... [size=6]stuff...[/h]


Edit - Incoherent Babbling... Real talk.

I actually have no idea who I am.

That's obvious. You're Batman. Duhh.

I suffer from incredibly large and immaculate penis syndrome (ILIPS).

Seeking help from a licensed professional is the only responsible way to tackle mental, emotional, or general behavioral problems. It's actually pretty immature and irresponsible to have this idea that talking to someone who actually, you know, went to college and you know, actually studied Psychology is 'a show of weakness'. Or 'totally unnecessary because what I have is completely common'

Amazing, who would have thought.

As for your situation, well good luck with it. As counter-productive it seems, it is the answer. It's like building a resistance in a way.

Although in my opinion the school did not scan deep enough. It's rather laughable to see what they missed.

Probably the only really 'important' I.Q. score. Honestly, I couldn't give a fuck if someone can tell me the next number in a sequence, knowing what I'm actually saying is much more important for everyday stuff.

Did you find that paper that said you were birth with two sex organs?

I know he/she only wants to help me, I know I'm avoiding help if I saw a physiatrist, But... *Stutter*...


It's not just a "uuuugggh, I dont wanna talk to somebody" thing, It's a "holyshitholyshitholyshi- Somebody is... SOMEBODY IS-"... *Sigh*... I'm not making sense.




Thank you.

I tried looking since I'm positive that I had both since I have a view stitch marks downstairs but I couldn't find it.



Actually I'm rather mathematically stupid. I can do my 12x12's, I can add, subtract, divide, and do a bit of percents. To pass my Exit Exam I had to score 360 on the math portion. I got 365. I'm considered "Low Average".

Yeah, that's my point. Depending on what you do for a career, maths may not be important at all. Yes, you need to know how much money you need for food/utilities, but it isn't like anyone's forcing you to do it mentally. Speaking and understanding people, however, is necessary in almost everything that I can think of.

Veterinarian?

Sure, vets are supposed to be really reassuring people, and very verbal with the owners of their charges.

No, believe me... I get it. I felt the same way when I first registered. The nifty thing nowadays is profiling -- yes, the same shit that stereotypes are based on, can also prove as an invaluable tool for people seeking psychiatric help. They profile you, set you up with someone that seems like a good fit with your personality type.

Also, as with most things in life... once you find yourself there, you find yourself thinking that you freaked out over nothing.

Ultimately, it's the kindest thing you can do for yourself. It's obscenely normal to be used to not talking about your problems with anyone.. who knows, all it might take is to simply let it out to somebody. You'd be surprised how much good that release can do for a person.

I would like to experience this one day.

one day?

If my memory serves me right, they said my IQ was at 139.

I'm not sure about the accuracy of these tests that I took when I was a child though.

There may be some truth to it. I always manage to get lower-tier excellent grades (A-, 93s, 94s, 3.0, 3.5), and I barely study.