What are your deepest Fears?

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Coconutt wrote...
DGW666 wrote...
Heart attack at the end of a fap session.

Being found weeks later with no pantsu on.


Dying without pants on would be awesome! It means you were doing either something you would regret or be proud of or something you enjoyed!


LMAO!
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Falling into a pit of spiders o.o
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The dark. If I sleep alone I need a nightlight.
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I'm pretty much fearless besides being deep underwater where light doesn't reach...
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☆To be hated.
☆To be alone.
☆To continue life feeling unfulfilled.
☆To lose my children.
☆To be viewed a failure.
☆To lose my emotions.
☆To have no one to love.
☆To suffer.
☆To feel trapped.
☆To become someone I'm not.
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I'll name one of my deepest fears and it's Trypophobia, the fear of things with holes on their surfaces, while this may be fear that has to be researched to be developed, I will kid you not the uneasy feeling you get when you know about it worsens the fear when you see it for real.
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Mine is probably to go insane, because I know that there is no plausible test to figure out on your own whether you are insane or not. I might be insane right now and all my sensory input is simply simulated by my brain, while I go out and murder \ drug with viagra then rape \ perform torturers experiments on people. Or I might be in coma. Or I am dead and this is my revision of life performed by my ceasing brain.
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1) The ocean. Specifically being out in the middle of 'nowhere' looking down, and seeing absolute nothingness. Ever wondering, what will come and devour me?

2) Losing the ability to walk. Don't want to talk about this one.

3) Premature death of loved ones. Everyone has a time to go, I understand this. It's if they depart too early that has me gripped with fear.


Some rational and logical, others (and I know) are irrational and illogical. It's how we manage and overcome our fears that lead us out of them.
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FinalBoss #levelupyourgrind
That heaven and hell actually exists. I think they don't, but no one can know until they die. I wouldn't be happy in either heaven or hell. First of all, the idea of living forever is a big turn off. Secondly, my dad is an atheist. If he's going to hell, then I'm going with him. Afterall, I would be eternally depressed knowing that he is eternally suffering. Also, fuck worshiping a narcissistic god for all eternity.
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Not being able to see. That scares the living hell out of me. When I play video games that are incredibly dark it isn't the darkness that's scaring me, it's the fact that I can't see anything and have to rely on sound. Games like Silent Hill and Cry of Fear has me literally sweat.
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-Shunned to the point where people are disgusted of my face.
-Letting people who've wronged me get away with it.
-Die without contributing something big.
-Deemed as trash or lower.
-Worsening stupidity (Yeah. I've got autism and ADHD.)
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My deepest fears would be:

1) Winding up alone on my deathbed.

2) Losing the ability to use my hands (Without my hands i'd feel useless)

3) Forgetting who i am and who my family is (I've watched One Litre of Tears & A Moment to Remember and don't want anyone i know to go through that with me)
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Spiders and getting older (I'm 20)
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death and the loss of the ability to percieve, know, remember, and interact.
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Not being happy

Wasting my life (what ever that means)

Not achieving anything what i want to achieve

Edit: just realized the last two are essentially the same ;)
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Being completely alone and to be unable to help the people i love.
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A minor fear I used to have that still makes me squeamish is needles. Odd dispute my size, weight, and strength I still hesitate to even let one of those things near me. Really pissed me off last year when I got bit twice by rattle snakes, and gave myself a shot of anti venom before rushing to the hospital.

I may hate needles with a burning passion, but do you what I hate more? Dying! Death by rattle snake?! Screw that! In fact before going to the hospital I killed the snakes, and when I got back I took a bite out of them. Delicious sons of bitches. :)
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steminterest wrote...
I'll name one of my deepest fears and it's Trypophobia, the fear of things with holes on their surfaces, while this may be fear that has to be researched to be developed, I will kid you not the uneasy feeling you get when you know about it worsens the fear when you see it for real.

Can you elaborate please (sorry for making you talk about your fears, but this one just caught my eye by the claw)?

Quite a lot of people have quoted their fears as social phobia in one way or another, and I'm no exception. I wasn't given much social air for most of my childhood, so the way I present myself in society always bewildered me, which later turned into anxiety and fear. Combining the fact that my interests and mannerism are different than most people makes it all the more worse.
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homsar955 wrote...
-Something horrible happening to my sister. She's the most important person to me, and I'd do anything to protect her.

-My eyes getting stabbed/cut. Can't even wear contacts because I'm worried about my eyes being damaged...

-A parasite growing and eatting me from the inside.

-Finding out no one cares about me. Probably because I'm not the kind to talk about feelings, so at times I feel like I don't know how others feel about me.




Honestly, I used to be terrible about talking about feelings but I feel like starting was probably the best decision of my life. It makes you pretty mindful and able to discern how you really feel about things pretty easily not to mention it makes communication a lot less awkward.

Give it a shot if you like!
I'd be willing to help if you were ever interested

As for my fear...
this is a really good question I'll have to give some thought. I like it a lot already since it will have me address things about myself I don't like.
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Definitely not spiders.

Nope, definitely not scared of spiders.

Bills are scary, though.