lifes plans.

suppose im asking for help here, or encouragement i guess. during the past month ive realized what im going to do with my life and im motivated as hell. i know what im doing and whatnot but i just dont know how to start. i cant seem to get out of this rut, every time i do something or try to move forward it seems something else happens and im back at square one. so fakku, have any of you had this problem before? how did you deal with it?

take a shit or get off the pot man...life doesn't "put things in your way" , we are the sole individual responsible for our future and how its shapes up.If things are in your way then it's your fault for letting them stop you, if your motivated ,and wanna do something then just go do it. Don't stop to think.. just do ,and if you have problems starting then just think that you'll likely be dead in a bit more than half a century..do you really have time to be fucking around ?

heh, i see what you mean but there are some things in this case that i have no controll of, but in a way are my fault. but the event that cuased it happend a year ago, but your right if theres a wall in my way ill smash through it. it just seems overwhelming at times.

life plans change for me since the job market for my set of skills is low and full of jerks undercutting the market.

Die happy and fulfilled. I don't give a fuck how I get there as long as I have fun on the way.

Lol thats pretty much my way of thinking seriously, but i guess it could totally get in the way of other things. But then again, if the problems pile up, it makes me unhappy and unfulfilled, so I naturally do something about it. Otherwise, i couldn't cope with university. Actually, school is pretty fun...

What were we talking about?

I am in a major where I have given up on trying to explain what exactly it is I do. It isn't really important what others think about your decisions, so long as you do what makes you happy. I am my own worse enemy as I am constantly getting in my own way and I have learned to kick my own ass for it. You can change if you want but you can never expect it to be easy.

i understand what you mean by that but thats not really me, i mean i want to have fun and what not but at the same time i dont wana be your avrage joe and do some boring job all my life, i wana make a differanfce even if it isisnt that big.