No fap November

I pretty much failed right on November 2nd.

It would have been the 1st, but I was too busy or distracted that day.

Fapping is the only thing that truely helps me go to sleep every night. I can literally get frustrated if I go over 2 nights without fapping. So imagining to go a whole month without doing it is a simple no no.

I've actually failed without realising it.

I was looking forward to the challenge but on 3rd, I fapped without a second thought. Took me two hours to realised that I've lost.

I did not try. The only way I would have a chance of making it through the month would be if my hands were tied behind my back.

Not possible to make it through a month fapless.

Finally got some respite over the weekend. And some time alone. Fuck No Fap November. You don't win anything if you make it to the end anyway.