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-In Solitude, Where We’re Least Alone-

My only friend used to tell me that you have to cherish those dear to you…

My name is Wilfred. I’ve lived my life alone for several years...So much that by this age of 20, I have no real friends. I used to have one, but he’s gone now. I never had a girlfriend either, I’ve gotten used to the solitary, silent atmosphere that surrounds me every moment.

It was that fateful day that changed my life...The day I met her…

It was a typical day; I was coming home from another unsuccessful job hunt; it was raining pretty harshly. All I had was a worn coat, so I was left to the mercy of the elements. It was then that I heard a pitiful mewl nearby.

I looked around out of curiosity and noticed a box at the side of a road. Inside was a shivering cat, with blue fur as bright as the clear blue sky.

I pondered what to do as I was pelted by raindrops and mocked by the wind. My natural instinct was to leave it be, for I couldn’t do anything for it. Yet, I felt a strange connection to it. Like we were kindred souls…Abandoned and…Alone.

I couldn’t ignore it; I couldn’t let it suffer this way. Therefore, I decided to give it a home… I picked it up gently and hid it under my worn coat as it mewled weakly in curiosity. It looked pretty tired and hungry…

For the first time since I was thrown out of home, I smiled. A genuine, unadulterated smile from the bottom of my heart.

“It’s alright, you aren’t alone anymore.” I whispered quietly to it…It mewled in silent content.

Many days have passed since then. I named the cat I saved Sora, since it means “Sky”; it complements the sky blue colour of it’s fur. It provided me with happiness and companionship and I provided it with love and care. It was a relationship which had a positive effect on both my and Sora’s life.

“Great summer weather today!” I shout enthusiastically.

Perfect for going to the beach! I smile at Sora, who was yawning luxuriously in this fine, pristine morning. I had received mail from my old friend overseas and he sent me a reservation slip for a room in the FAKKU Beach Resort. It was an expensive place…He asked me to invite my girlfriend with me, but…

I even went out and bought a swimsuit with my visiting sister who found the letter and thought I had a girlfriend…

I sigh as I pick up Sora and put her in a cage.

“It’s only for a little while, Sora…Please bear with it!” I pick it up and started walking towards the FAKKU Beach Resort.

We arrived after some time and I walk up to the front desk to claim my room key… The receptionist had a condescending gaze that implied she can’t believe a poor guy like me is staying here.

And I damn well concur, because my friend got me the Suite.

I released Sora and she jumped onto the bed. I walked over to the balcony overviewing the beach and sigh.

“Sora, if only you were a human…We could both go down to that beach there and have fun! But pets aren’t allowed. Don’t worry; I won’t leave you here alone. I’m fine with skipping out on the beach just to be with you.” I smile as I mutter to Sora who was behind me on the bed.

I imagined that scenario…

“Then its fine isn’t it master? We could both go down to the beach and have fun too.”

Yeah, with a cute voice like that…

Wait…

WHAT? Did I just hear a voice behind me?

I turned around slowly…

There was a beautiful girl with cat ears, blue hair and a tail on my bed. She was naked and stretching her body, making herself comfortable.

What’s…What is going on?

The girl looked at me innocently and smiled.

“What’s the matter, master? Do I look strange?” She asked with an innocent, cheerful voice.

“Y-you’re a human?” I ask, trembling in shock.

She gave me a blank stare and looked herself over.

“It’s true! I have a human body!” She cried out ecstatically.

“Yay! I’m so happy! Now I can keep master company no matter where he goes!” She started bouncing up and down the bed.

I slump against the wall. What is happening?

She looked at me with a melancholic expression.

“Master…Do you not like me this way?” She asked with teary eyes.

Never in my life had I expected to be responsible for making a girl cry…

“You idiot…!”I reprimand myself and stood up. I went over to her with awkward movements and started to pat her head.

“…I just never had to deal with this before. I’m sorry if I made you cry. Well, anything is alright with me, because it’s you after all…” I smile awkwardly as I comfort Sora.

At least, I assumed it was her. There was no other logical explanation for her ears and tail.

Later, after she explored the room to sate her curiosity, I sat her down to question her.

“So…Sora, how…How did you become like this?” I ask her, curiosity overwhelming my thoughts.

She smiled at me brightly and answered in a cheerful voice: “It’s a miracle of love! Because master had loved and cared for me so much, your wish for companionship was granted!”

What?

WHAT? Did she really just say it was a miracle? Because that explains…Nothing.

I put my face in my palm and contemplated the situation.

“Master, what are you doing?” She said inquisitively as she came over to where I was sitting.

I sigh as I resigned myself to accepting reality.

“Okay, Alright…I’m probably going crazy but…Anyway, Sora…Don’t call me master…It’s weird no matter how you see it!” I say nervously.

She smiled at me and nodded understandingly.

I gulp nervously as I search my bag for the swimsuit I bought with my sister.

Later, at the beach…

“Wow, girl! Those are some nice ears you got there. Cosplay much?” A man asked Sora.

“Damn, that is one cute chick! I’d hit that!” Another guy wolf whistled.

Sora is attracting too much attention to herself, I thought as I walked behind her. She’s also unawares of them undressing her with their eyes. Her innocence is cute, definitely.

However, one guy got a little bit too close for comfort…

“Wil! Help me…There is a scary man who’s touching me!” Sora came crying to me.

I found the culprit. He looks like a strong guy, but I won’t forgive anyone who makes Sora cry.

“Hey, get in line! I was here first!” The man shouted at me.

“Shut up! Get your hands off her!” I shout back, shielding Sora behind my back.

“I’ll teach you to mess with me!” The man shouted and threw a punch at me.

It ended with a fight…

Sora was with me afterwards.

“Wil, I’m sorry.” She apologised meekly.

I smile at her weakly and patted her head. She lifted my arm and started to lick my wounds…

Shocked and embarrassed at the sudden gesture, I reacted impulsively.

“Stop that! It’s embarrassing!” I accidently shout at her. She looked at me with a hurt and apologetic expression and I instantly regret what I did.

“Oh…I’m sorry! Wait, Sora!” I shouted as Sora took off running while crying.

“Damn it Wilfred what’s wrong with you!” I scolded myself harshly.

I took off after her and ran into the resort and up the stairs to our room.

I bang on the door and apologised repeatedly, to no avail. She locked it.

I hurt her…I can’t ever forgive myself for this…But I will make it up to her, if only she’ll give me the chance!

*Creak*

The door opened.

“Oh thank god! Sora, I’m so sor-“I was cut off when I was dragged in.

“Wait, Wha-“I was forcibly thrown to the floor. Sora was staring down at me. She bit her lip in hesitation…

She leapt on me and tried to forcibly lower my pants.

“Wait! Sora, Stop!” I tried to push her away. She was crying because she couldn’t do it.

“Sora, why are you doing this?” I ask her softly after she gave up.

“B-because…If I don’t, master will throw me out…I’ll be alone again…” She said, voice filled with sadness.

……

I smile.

“Silly, you know I’d never do that…” I whisper as I brought her closer to me.

I won't leave her side; I won't let her be abandoned like I was before I met her... I'll cherish her forever, no matter what comes…

While her tears flowed freely, she closed her eyes as I drew her face closer to mine…

Later that night, we gazed up towards the night sky, basking in each other's warm embrace…

We were together, in solitude...Where we are least alone.

Am i doing spoilers right?