Shinzumakami wrote...
Smoking doesn't make you cool.
I didn't do it to look cool to others(I don't need cigs for that); I did it out of curiousity and for the experience(also to make my self feel cool). If I wanted to look cool I'd have smoked it outdoors instead of where I did smoke it which was in my secret Fapping spot*.
I probably will not make a habbit of smoking as I don't want to ruin my health.
If I do smoke more than once a week after this I would prefer to smoke cherry pipe tobacco.....I love the scent of a cherry pipe it is very nostalgic to me because the old tech that taught me the opperating principals of antique tube radios (which I only collected before the time) and how to competently fix them, used to smoke a cherry pipe and his shop and all the vintage sets he sold had that nice smell(which I associate more with my hobby than any of the nice smells my vintage gear normally produces). One of my grandfathers also smoked the same pipe tobacco**, but did not live long enough to be as much of an influence on me.
*My secret fapping spot is at the top of a stair well that is on a floor that logic states is not suposed to exist (the buiding is two floors shorter than the stair well is. Almost no one uses the stairs to get to the nearest floor in use which is three stories down (the one below that does get some traffic though). Almost no one knows of and has the courage and or curiuosity to visit this floor partly because of the spooky vibe it exhudes(the stair well is not painted above the highest used floor and is poorly lighted one level up from that, and at the top is a locked room with some electrical equip, I'd guess it is the elevator motor room, which emits a constant loud, ominuos 60Hz buzz, and intermitant mechanical squeal like sounds). This place used to creep me out, but the more I go there the less it bothers me. I've fapped there on random free hours for over a year now and never has anyone walked in on me knock on wood (a reccord I wish my bedroom could achieve). The miniscule amount of risk of getting seen intrinsic to using that spot(I'm probably more likely to get raped by a ghost then walked in on lol) turns me on.
**He died in from injuries from an accident, and not from smoking which he had quit decades earlier.