LustfulAngel wrote...
Dear Self, There will be "some situations" in life where you feel nervous and restrained by peer pressure. Don't be, your status in the family is more important than the feelings of those who are not a part of your family tree, don't have any intention of being a part of your family tree and if they became a part of the tree, the apples will rot and fall and you'll experience some tough times ahead.
Also, that woman that you love with all of your heart? Acknowledge those feelings as the truth, forget all the technical, intellectual bullcrap. You love her, and that's all that matters to her and to yourself. In the not-so-distant future, you might feel the urge to let her go so that she could pursue her own happiness. But that's the wrong decision to make, she means more to you than anything and if you let her go you'll be devastated, trying to fit in second-rate pieces that don't even come close to fitting. Also, there won't be a guarantee that you'll know she found happiness.
Epic. :O
Srsly, that happened??? D: