japman19 wrote...
Sometimes i feel scared or guilty after a cum, im christian and all. So i feel like my life is going to fall apart because i wronged god. What about you, do you feel guilty?
Not sure if serious... *eyes narrow*
Assuming you are, though, know this: Masturbation is not a sin.
Pretty much all of the Christian angsting and moralizing about masturbation comes, rather surprisingly, from just one incident in the Old Testament regarding a guy named Onan. To fully understand the significance of the incident, you have to understand the context; Onan was supposed to impregnate his dead brother's wife so his brother could have a descendent to carry on his family name. Onan didn't want to do that for whatever reason, so he masturbated before having sex with her to reduce the chance of getting her pregnant. THAT was the sin. Not the fact that he masturbated.
Judaism, the religion of the Old Testament and the predecessor of Christianity, had a lot of proscriptions about cleanliness that dealt with bodily functions: menstruating meant you were unclean, and so did giving birth, having nocturnal emissions, having sex, handling a dead body, etc. Uncleanliness was sometimes conflated with sin by a bunch of religious zealots/tools, but the reality was that everyone became ritually unclean at least a few times in their lives and it really wasn't that big of a deal.
Obviously, if you're not a Jew, those prohibitions don't apply. Fap away with a clear conscience. Just be sure to be considerate of other people if you share a living space (wash your hands, keep it clean, be quiet and discreet, don't view porn on a shared computer, etc).