Yes, even until now. It is not solely due to the reason I'm a Catholic, I'm also feeling ashamed of letting myself be dominated by my lust, especially if I did something ridiculous for the sake of pleasure.
I think you mean some kind of depression which is actually (from what i heard) is natural after ejaculating. This is to calm/stop you from having more sex or what not
Sometimes i feel scared or guilty after a cum, im christian and all. So i feel like my life is going to fall apart because i wronged god. What about you, do you feel guilty?
I felt something like 'guilt' the first time I tried another genre unexpectedly, but after that you should be able to say 'yay or 'nay'. For those that went 'nay', yeah, that was a one-time thing and let's move on.
Sometimes i feel scared or guilty after a cum, im christian and all. So i feel like my life is going to fall apart because i wronged god. What about you, do you feel guilty?
It's just a natural human instinct, the shame is just part of upbringing in a religous family.
I don't mean that in a bad way, you can believe what you want and follow who you want to follow, but if religion is teaching people to ignore there bodies desires, that's silly. It's like teaching you how to hold your breath until the very last moment before breathing again (holding your breath being the restraint of masturbation, and the point of breathing again being having actual sex in a relationship, you feel relieved because you've let your body do its thing).