Some days

You just want to murder people.

You need to kill someone for stress relief, but common sense tells you that killing someone means life in prison / death sentence.

So you don't do it.

But that doesn't help the stress.

You want to stab your boss in the face every time he walks by, but know you can't.

More stress.

Building and building until you just want to explode.

Be blown into a billion pieces, maybe give or take a few million.

Sometimes.

Life is just that shitty.

And there's no outlet.

So you come to IB and make a shitty thread about it...

You're obviously edgelord faggot extraordinaire, pretty much all the posts agree.

So what's next?

Do you become An Hero?

Nope, you're too much of a coward to actually stab yourself, or to blow your own brains out.

But at the same time, driven into a corner where no one can understand your thoughts and no one gives a flying fuck.

In fact, the world would probably be a better place without you.

I mean, you spent your entire life before you graduated high school being a little piece of shit and learning pretty much nothing.

Then you get to work and go to college thinking you're hot shit, only to find out how horribly mediocre, or worse, you really are.

You're not even an average level human being, let along an average adult.

You have few skills, and the skills you do have are practically worthless.

Enjoyed those 19 years thinking you were the shit?

Great, because it's over.

The next six years of your life will be spent lamenting and wondering why you were such a fucking idiot your whole life as you switch jobs and move about once a year, or in some cases every six months.

You'll always be broke every month, and live paycheck to paycheck.

The few advantages you gain will be lost as you lend out money you'll never see return in your lifetime.

You're without hope, and as rent prices rise constantly you can see your inevitable defeat.

No college degree will save you from what's to come - you know this, but in an act of stubborn, futile resistance, you try to graduate and get your degree anyway.

You're drowning in debt and pushing away your few friends and even your family.

You're lying to the family members you care about most so that you don't worry them.

You can't handle the stress but the people around you don't understand why.

You're a wretched mess of lies, stories, confusion, stress, forgetfulness, slothfulness and many, many other flaws.

That.

Is.

The.

Story.

Of.

My.

Life.

Did you receive your child support notice too?

I certainly hope you aren't looking for sympathy or any thing bordering on advice, cuz this is the wrong place for that.

It's cool brah. I feel ya. Maybe get help for brain problems if you have $$? There's my advice

That's our current society for you. Live to work, work to live.
When people abuse the system to bleed you of as much cash as they can, that's where you know the system is failing you.
Either that or you can move somewhere cheaper.

Nope just venting the ravings of a lunatic.

Well, the responses were less harsh than expected I guess?

I mean, if money is too much of an issue for you, just give it to me!

Blame the current state of the world economy and job market.

I think things seem hopeless right now because you're tired. Don't overextend yourself, don't be afraid of making friends for the sake of having a shoulder to lean on. You don't have to finish college right away, you are not bound to whatever job(s) you have currently. Getting a diploma isn't futile or useless, it's just not a guaranteed success.

Best advice I can give you is don't be too hard on yourself, don't get mad at the state of the world since it's one of most useless things you can do, but above all don't be afraid to try and break the mold. Do something different, take a chance on something else.

Aww thanks T-T

This is honestly probably the fuzziesy IB thread in the entirety of existence lol

Was definitely not the response I expected...

Was predicting more 'no one cares', 'op is a whiny faggot' etc lol

Read my edited response, I added stuff. I can't say I'm in the same boat, or that our situations are similar, but the feeling of anxiety and depression. I've been there and it sucks, especially with anxiety. It makes me feel so restless.

Makes sense.

Everyone's life's got problems, and most people have a lot of stress these days.

It's nice that you're so understanding, though I was honestly expecting something along the lines of:

"Life sucks? No shit!"

And then a bunch of negativity lol

This is a surprise, although most welcome ^_^ It's made me feel better about it already lol

日本人が脱衣麻雀で麻雀を覚えたように、エロ同人のために日本語を覚えた男か

Someone asked this in a twitch chat, kek.

Did you want a verbal fucking? Unless you make a really retarded comment or something there is no reason to call you a retard. Chill out and try to relax. Things may be rough now but they'll pick up soon enough. Just remember, nothing positive comes from a negative attitude.

Besides, if we break our current Avatar of Justice, where the hell would we get another one? Hang in there, Masayoshi.

I know the feeling.
I didn't go to college so I can't relate to reaching or exceeding those benchmarks, or the debt that comes with that level of education.
I work construction but I did go through a 5-6 year period where I hated most everything about my life.

For awhile it seemed everyday during my fifteen minute break I would sit by myself covered in cuts, bruises, sore muscles and sweat thinking about how much I hated my life, job,co-workers and boss because I was never up to their standards. As you said, your skill are limited at that age. I went through several lay-off's including two separate occasions of about 9 months each. Living off my savings, isolating myself away from my friends and having a failed relationship of my own had me in a bad place.

Eventually I just got tired of life shitting on me (plus I ran out of money in the savings...) and I realized self-pitty wasn't gonna make my life better. So I went back to work and busted my ass off. At some point I started liking my job as I "got good" and was bringing in more money finally. Having some finances gave me some confidence and comfort which enabled me to start spending more time with my friends again which made life better still.

Point is, with someone around your age (I'm assuming early 20's) you have a right to be a little selfish. Do what you want and work hard for it because it's your life that you're trying to establish with little to nothing in the beginning. But don't forget to cut loose and make memories and experiences with friends and loved ones too.

TL;DR It's not about how many times you fall but rather how many times you get back up.

That literally translates into something that has a shitty translation, so I'll just tell you what it actually means: "Japanese people remember mahjong as strip mahjong and we remember the Japanese for their erotic cliques."

It's actually a quote from a movie, can't remember which one, though.

This is truly inspiring, even though it's a pretty normal story, but still.

Thank you.

A friend of mine translated it to

On the stream there was a german guy who was talking japanese with a jap.

For some reason reading it didn't sound anything like that to me, but there are a lot of kanji in there I had to guess from.

I don't know that many kanji yet lol

But what I translated it to is still a movie quote.

Not famous, though.