Loneliness

Have you ever seen "5 centimeters per second"? If you haven't - DO IT. Record yourself watching the episode then upload it to youtube.

I want to see your TEARS FLOW. Then I will bottle them.

This thread seems like:

No?

Canada dry, how appropriate.

I've felt like this from time to time. Some days I'll feel completely fine, chipper and happy, other days would hit me like a ton of fucking bricks and I'd feel like complete shit and would start to daydream and listen to music like Anamanaguchi in an attempt to cheer myself up. I already know I suffer from depression, but I can't seek help because help costs money, money that I don't have.

Ive seen this, its really good! I think that kind of thing shouldnt have to happen in real life if people work on some god damn communication. Still a tear jerker though ;_;

Somewhat related, I find that after watching or hearing or anything depressing, I 'm more pensive than anything else, really. Makes me wanna light up a pipe, sit down, and just have a good long think until the wee hours of morning.

Which I often do, actually. I find that my mood improves as I watch the sunrise; rejuvenates my sense of optimism and confidence.

Anybody else like this?

Heh! Who said "alone"? You people say that like it's a bad thing!

I'm all depressed now. Better go work out.=/

i really haven't had one of those days, but i've had some thoughts just pop up like "why do I exist" or "why was I place where I am?" don't know if that counts for anything but they normally lead to some dark areas of thought

Definitely. Unfortunately feeling that now because I ended having to quit my job for some personal circumstances and its been a real bummer because it was the first job I had managed to secure in a few years. So now I feel pretty useless and unsubstantiated again.