Complain/Rant thread

[font=Verdana][color=green]I’m not normally arrogant enough to expect apologies where they are due; in the past, I’ve often shrugged off my qualms, and moved on with my life. However, what you did doesn’t deserve me to swallow my own pride for the sake of peace. Looking at it objectively, you were outrageous in your actions. Looking at it subjectively, you were even more so.

When things started, they were great. However, you then said the ONE thing that you should NEVER say to anyone. You know exactly what I mean; if you’re having trouble remembering, you have two others you can ask. They will both say what you did was a dick move. Yet, you choose to cling upon the other point; which I also have something to say about.

Don’t lie about that point. Sure, I mentioned it, but I never labelled it either here or there. I know that this is the case; I checked. 3 or 4 hundred times. Does mentioning it, in complete passing, account for labelling it “a problem”? Of course not, it’s ridiculous to say otherwise. Now, seeing as you labelled it as such, you then decided to give it entire basis to the agreement we had. That was fine, until you then did that.

Ah yes, that. This completely disregarded that last point, didn’t it? You say one thing to me, and then just do the complete opposite; you are a hypocrite. Now, that also raises questions about the first of my points, doesn’t it? There’s NOTHING to suggest that that point doesn’t hold true to that, and if there is, I’d really love to know how you can change moods so quickly. The only other option that exists is that you lied to me in the first place; which also raises questions of why you lied, and didn’t tell me straight to my face how you truly felt.

And do you know what the worst thing is? The worst thing is that you don’t even care. You don’t even care how much you’ve strung me along, how much of my time you have wasted and how much of my trust I put in you. If you truly cared, you would’ve let me know before that what the situation between us was. Even though we both had that agreement/premise, which has since been discovered as a lie, it’s still wrong to completely ignore me. Just a small heads-up, even a “Sorry, but…” would have sufficed. But no, you just focused on the others, one of which who, according to what you believe, isn’t even a party to the situation. It’s just plain rude, and I expected better of you. It appears that you’re just like everyone else.

Whenever you decide to grow up and apologise, I’ll be willing to listen. However, seeing as it’s been so long, I don’t expect much.

Oh btw, that other time was a complete misunderstanding. I don’t plan to apologise for that, but I’d rather you actually acknowledge to me personally that you understand as such. You just seem like a petulant child now; if you weren’t such a moron you’d understand that.

Trust me, this is a very clean version of what I wanted to say to you. It’s been bottled up for so long, you see, so you’d expect that. Tch, whatever.

[font=Verdana][color=green]The other you, who no doubt knows exactly who this is directed to and why I’ve said this, you too have shown to be just as immature as the other one concerned. First of all, you are a liar. I know exactly what “evidence” you put forward to prove your worth above me, but that “evidence” doesn’t include things said, not typed. Also, I felt the way I felt before I even saw you; is it surprising to know that people are willing to wait a while before doing something about the way they feel? And even so, do you really think that if the situation was as you “proved”, that I would have done what I did? Just who the fuck do you think I am? Jesus Christ, I know that there are certain rules that must be adhered to, so if you really think that I would cross them like that, then you truly are a piece of work.

Now, do you know what a Metronome is? Well, either either, it is a perfect metaphor for you. Trust me, you way that you kept on changing your mind was hilarious; however what was funny to me, is only going to be painful for the people concerned. “You like cake? Hmm, cake’s nice but I prefer cookies. Oh, you don’t like cake anymore?” Days later, you had your cake.

However, days after? Days? Seriously? That’s way too quick for it to be true. Or…do I dare think that it was going on longer than those days? I must admit, I did notice something amiss before my announcement of not liking cake, but you’re surely not that guy? Tch.

Furthermore, another thing, it didn’t occur to you that cookies like to be with milk, did it? Any other guy would say “Okay then, cookies go with milk, fine”. But no, you had to say “Milk? No, my sour grape juice is much nicer. Ditch the milk.” When I heard that, it certainly added credence to my daring thoughts of you acting before my announcement.

Now, the worse thing is that I tried talking to you. I did. But, as expected, no response from you. I don’t like doing it like this, but seeing as you ignored me before, how do I know you won’t do it again? I would’ve preferred us to talk in a conversation, so we could collaborate all of our feelings together, and get it over a done with all at once. But, due to your immaturity, it’s now like this. Messy and still not dealt with.

I think that’s everything I’ve wanted to say to you; my qualms with you are mostly secondary.

[font=Verdana][color=green]Now, to the other person, I’m sorry that I’ve done this. I’m quite sure that you would disapprove of me doing this, but sometimes you have to do things by yourself. If you do have a problem with this, I’m sorry, but I don’t care. Nothing personal, of course, but I’ve been bottled up for too long, and I am tiring rather quickly of this whole situation. As are you.