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are you didn't have any guts?
scared to fail eh?
too bad~

...that was before though. I have said it~!

any arguments is worthless for we all die alone

No that is not true at all. But now I want Hisui-chan as my queen.

the reason for your choices doesnt seem practical and thus denied

...Ren you are all emo-like now... I do not like it!

my heart was broken one too many times so abolishing my emotions all together would make a lot less pain for me to suffer

No that does not make much sense, how many times do you think my heart was broken? How many times did you think I wanted to be all emo-like? Damnit this is not like you I want my old friend back! There is no need to be depressed... I did not give in... I looked forward... and look what happened. Think about it friend.

everything is different to different people and your way of trying to console me irritates me in a way which makes my heart hurt even more. thus if i have no feelings i would not feel that way, so not feeling would answer that now wouldn't it?

...hmmm, if you want to be like this then so be it. If you want to lead the life of a loser, so be it. If you think that locking away your feelings will solve everything, you are wrong. I just want you to know that when you decide to come back I will be here to welcome you, I do not hate you. You are still my friend, and I love you man. When you come back there will be a manly hug waiting fo you too.

you believing me to be a loser is rather sad and depressing

...what else would you call it? Huh?! You give up when it seems like you have lost! You said your heart was broken many times over. But not once have I seen you try to get that love back. You whine but you do nothing about it! In my book I call that being a loser...

i mean in real life too

i have never truly loved a person and when i think i might have a chance i find out that its a futile effort, im even giving one of these person a talk like you are giving me on facebook

y'know how sad that makes me feel inside

i would rather not have this person find out

so i will die lonely and pathetic like how i was born into this dark shit hole of a life

get off of me i don't need this

i don't need any of this

i will now go cry in my hole of despair and cry myself to sleep

goodnight

even though its 5am

Either way you give up. Either way you do not look toward the future, if it is not meant to be then it is not meant to be. You being emo-like will not help the situation. It will only make it worse, you need to let it go... learn to let it go. Like you said we are all different but our feelings are basically the same. You will break if you keep this up, I do not want that for you...

*good night then... feel better. And stop being like this. It does not suit you friend.

Good night Reno-san
Please Rest well
See you tomorrow....
Hope you would be better the next time we meet~ ^^
*Hugs*

...do you know how this feels Yuri-sama? Do you know how a broken heart feels? Do you know how a broken heart heals? Actions such as those only make it worse.