~Fakku Girls Club v4~

Oh yeah, I keep forgetting that you're not quite over your fear of men. Is it just new men? I wonder this because I know you have a few friends that are men since you've mentioned them.



Well... I got really depressed after working for four straight hours without pay since it's an internship so my friends and I hung out at out favorite diner and then went to his house to drink enough soda and alcohol to tranquilize and elephant all while watching scary movies.

I only drank one bottle which is why I was able to make it home unlike them who passed out, but I drank like a dozen soda cans. I still feel a little loopy, but it's not too bad. I got my usual 5-7 hours of sleep, so I'm good to go!

*snuggles Enos*


I have general social anxiety with everyone. But it's worse around men since it was ex who...did what he did. I've always had really close friends who were guys and helped me get over it slowly. But it took a very long time before I was really able to be comfortable around them even though I knew they wouldn't do anything. I once bit my friends hand when I was having a panic attack because he went to hug me from behind without informing me.

Ouch, that must have been a nasty surprise. Poor guy.

Knowing you're this way because of your ex makes me furious. I mean, you said you always preferred girls, but the fact that he not only completely turned you off of men and gave you a fear of them is unacceptable. It seems the more you mention him, the more I despise him.

He's a pretty solid guy, shook it off and laughs about it now xD

That's life sometimes. And it's only part 1 of 'Yuri being fucked over in her relationships'...

Yeah, I remember you mentioning something about dating a popular girl as well. If spy had always liked you for so damned long, why didn't you just go out with her immediately?

*brings you juice* :)



Depression is not good >w<' That's fine that you could sleep well without a hangover :)

It wasn't a big deal, I had one bottle. I just crashed from all the caffeine and since I've programmed my body to always wake up at 8am, I just woke up a little more tired than usual is all. Still quite happy though. I mean, who doesn't love the mornings?

That's...a very difficult thing to explain. She was my friend for a really long time, I was worried what would happen if it didn't work out? Would our friends shun one of us if it didn't? There were so many things that scared me I just...couldn't. I didn't want to hurt her and I didn't want to lose her as a friend. I was confused and young, I didn't want to get into that relationship when I had never been with a girl before, I needed experience in both love and pain. A trial run I guess. Plus I really liked my ex when I met her so I thought either way this works out well for me. After we broke up and had my heart broken I thought "What more do I have to lose?" so when she asked me, I said yes.

How sweet. I see that saying yes sure has made your life much better. She must be a really good girl. Haha, I bet she treats you like a princess among other things depending on the mood. She's like your knight!

Now that I think about it, you said this happened in a span of 4 years, so you would have been 15. None of us do make too many good decisions when we were that young now that I think about it.

Mmm, she's very protective of me~ ^^

You may get to talk to her sooner or later, sometimes she talks with me here or steals my laptop to talk by herself lol.

Yeah, I wasn't the best thinker when I was that young, though everything has worked out for the better one way or another.

Black Hell, I had to drive halfway across town to deliver some paperwork to one of my parents' work places because they made a mistake. It's always so nerve wracking to get a random call with an ultimatum that says: "Bring this here before time expires or the family's going to lose money."



I don't think any of us were. You should have been there when I confessed to my love, it was a disaster. I can tell you about it if you want, it was hilarious. Hahaha!

Really? What happened? ^^

Nice! She's cute!

Good to hear.
Oh yeah it's cool to chill in the warm fluffy bed =w=

HiHi~

Just passing by.

*breathes at Shanes glasses*

I completely agree! Nothing beats that feeling of first waking up and digging yourself in like a tick under your sheets!



Well, I met her on my second year of high school. She was a cute tiny little Asian girl who always got her way because she uses her childish nature to manipulate people. I on the other hand, was a depressing little piss-ant who raged at everything because he had issues with his childhood regarding his real Dad and the abuse he put him through. -______-

I was a very cynical kid. Low and behold, she wanted to make friends with my and make me happy. I was tolerant of people, but I only ever hung out with my friends. I let her stick around and she hated how negatively I looked at everything. Well, as the months went buy, she must have wormed her way into my heart because I started caring for her. When the school year came to an end much, much later, my friends found a way to give us privacy when we were at the park right after school. She used her charms to get me to push her on the swings and I went for broke and said I liked her.

This is where it went crazy. She went silent for a good minute, making the whole thing super awkward! Then, she said she's known this whole time and went silent again. When her Mom came to pick us up, we didn't say a single word to each other. When I reached my house, all she said was good-bye and nothing more before leaving. I told all my friends I screwed up cuz' she didn't talk to me for days. Then all of a sudden, she called me and I was too afraid to answer so I ignored her for even more days! She demanded I meet with her and we met at the park once more and she said she liked me too. She was just so happy I said something, she needed time to comprehend it.

There, a complete disaster. Hahaha!