FOG's Apartment 2.0 - Return of the Gintama

some of you might remembers that i've been under a lot of stress last winter.but the question that you guys might want to know is : why did i get stressed?

well,during last year,it's the time where should go find work to continue my life in the japanese society. at first,i thought i would be able to do it because i have my skills as a Game/Movie Script Writer and Actor in real and motion capturing in most of the time but silly ol' me,that's not enough to make the cut.

it's true that Digital Hollywood University has connections with Hollywood(freshmen got to go to LA before the 1st week of the orientation if they want to.imagine that) and major japanese studios like Toei,Sunrise,Bandai Namco,Capcom,etc so the students have easier way to get to those studios.but,it also not easy to get it either.

i've tried Bandai Namco studios,Capcom and Sunrise during the time but like the way the Editors act to newcomer manga artist,it's not good enough.
thus i've been stressed alot,got sick easily and can't get a break from all of it all winter.
not to mention that racist movie teacher who's so full of himself,tries to make a move to a student of his and treated the foreign students in his class like shit.fuck you akagi.

bad academic records and got late to extend my Student Visa by couple of days.
i didn't know that extending your visa takes a month from this year so i have to go back to Indonesia to redo the Japanese Visa process there.sigh...
stinkin' immigration/post office for not able to notify me 2 days earlier.

so yeah,i have to skip couple of weeks.....or a month to go back for making my Visa again by 9th May. dunno when it'll be done but i hope it won't take long for me to skip class to long when i'm trying to fix my bad academic records.

well,if i look at the bright side,i got an extended spring break time and i'm able to meet my newborn nephew.
maybe this is how god's saying "GET YOUR ASS BACK HOME!!" by making me got slapped by Cthulhu in the face numerous times.

....odd way to describe it but it's pretty much how i feel.

i have a Crystallized Tumor in my nose.

back when i went home in Summer last year after i'm done with Summer Comiket,i used my time to check myself to the hospital because during cold times like Winter,early Spring and late Autumn,i always sneezes uncontrollably during the morning and late at night for numerous times. and when i blow my nose,there's always some chunks of bloods in it.

so when the doctor checked and see the inside of my nose,he did found some abnormalities in it. but after i got a CAT Scan,i was surprised to know there's 2 crystallized Tumor inside my left nose area.
i thought it's a Sinus like what my sister used to have but nope,it's a tumor.

the doctor did gave me some medicines of it and i managed to take it all in times. but looks like the things that happened this winter and this year's pollen allergy makes it unbearable for me.
even when i'm just walking to the nearby 7-11 or taking some sakura pics near my place makes me weak again when i'm resting.i even almost passed out at one point because i sneezed too much and i can't breathe because the blood mixed mucus clogged up my nose.
i did took some allergy medicines but nothing seems works for it except for the allergy eye drops.

i hope by the time i'm back for making the Visa again,i have the time to get rid of it once and for all before i'm going back to Japan.
if i do have to take the Operation for it,i will gladly do it.