Decchan's Laboratory

No I mean, how/what would my "American" have to do with the replies I get at work?

Bully Shane ;-;

My Shane.

And you think she would ignore you when you're both facing the same problem like that?

But she doesn't have time for everyone. I don't ever see Aura chat with more than 1-2 people every time she's online.

*Sigh* You're right but I know she doesn't do what she does on purpose. She doesn't want to hurt you intentionally.

Hmm....

Shane~~~

I just don't want to think everyone is out to get or hurt on purpose. People aren't perfect. People forget things but you're right actions have consequences and your feelings got hurt because Aura didn't talk to you against Giru and Azelle but Aura still considers you a friend despite this if you want to believe that or not.

>////<~ wait till we go to bed?
Lewd Shane!

Then... grope somewhere else? >////>.

Hmm, well, I'll say this. I'm 95% sure that she's happy that you make an effort to talk with her or show up for her. I always leave 5% of guessing room for stuff. That and I'm paranoid.

But with some stuff I recently learned from her, it's highly likely that's the case. She might not always take the time to reply or show up, but if she sees it I'm sure it makes her happy to know that you think about her. That much I've heard her say about people doing stuff like that, leaving a message for her, or anything like that just to show that you're thinking of her in some way.

Not sure I was supposed to say anything about that, her wanting to be all "mysterious" and yada yada. But I'm pretty sure that she's happy if she sees it. She just doesn't really show much.



As for Hime....that girl is a blockhead. Good heart, but a blockhead.

You're right.

Oh trust me, I know the feeling of putting in an effort and feeling like you get jack shit in return. -shrugs- But it's how things are, or I read too much into things, or I don't see the effort. Whatever the case, I put in the effort, and I do trust and believe her. She's my friend, and that's the truth of it so whatever may come I'll deal with it as it happens. I can understand being fed up with things, but as I've said before, it comes down to how much you care, what you can deal with, and how far you're willing to go for your friends. That doesn't mean you have to, or should. It's what you want. Felt I should bold that before it sounded like I was trying to persuade you or something.



As for Hime...there's more to me calling her that than just being a term of endearment. It's also somewhat of a joke, because she reeeeeeally does have that princess attitude. You might've noticed some of her posts before, think they were unsaid, about how she hates that she has problems apologizing to people for mean things she's said and stuff like that. She always thinks, or at least acts, as if she's right. She doesn't have the greatest of people skills, and has somewhat of an abrasive personality sometimes. But honestly, she does have a good heart. She's just not so great at seeing when she might've upset someone, and she's pretty much always joking so it's best to not take things very seriously with her.

Think of it this way, she's always talking as if she's in a role play, talking about being an alien from another planet and yada yada, so just play along and have some fun.

I knew it. Mr.Fox is actually a great detective in furs.

I miss playing on my lappy... =-=

Your lappy?

What happened to your lappy, Genie?



@Shotty: This one reminds me to you, Shotty. So I'll 'give' her to you:

It's ok but what about it makes you think of me when you see it?

Just a feeling, can't explain why specifically. Since the game in JPN, I can't read anything about her.