Talk About Yourself (aka Narcissism 101)

I'm one of those people who tends to get stuck in rough situations and thus I am often forced to make tough decisions that I would prefer not to make. What really drives it home is that often people around me don't understand why I am acting a certain way.

I don't enjoy that, cuz I think through what I am doing more often than not, and it's a bit hurtful when people don't recognize that effort. I've tried to explain, but in the end, explaining things to people rarely changes their opinions.

They made their choices for a reason, and you made yours for your own reasons. If they understood your logic, they wouldn't need the explanation in the first place. And while sometimes explaining yourself helps, the other party typically already has some pretty deeply rooted opinions and shows an unwillingness to listen. Not much you can do in those cases.

No revolution happened by following what is normally true.

My hair keeps poking me in the eye.

I love being annoying.

Sometimes I think I might as well become gay, not like I'm going to meet any women in life any way.

You called?

Now you were the last person I'd thought would say that...

I predicted that, that's why I said it!

Touche?

Wukk soon poke me in the eye and I'm eager for eat.

[font=verdana][color=green]I own at Portal 2. I just dominated it.

[color=#A0C544]-sings a song about myself- Ohoho~ ;D

I now know I'm a happy drunk.

I think of myself as an everyday regular normal guy, but on the other hand considering the Stuff I have done already...

I think it's funny and weird that no matter how shitty a day I could have, watching an episode of Working!! always manages to cheer me up.

I can eloquently tell someone how I'm feeling in written word, but I'm horrible at discussing my feelings out loud...even if I try anyway b/c it's the more respectable thing to do..

Writer's soul : x

Although my threshold for pain is actually rather high- I am an absolute wimp when it comes to any shin damage.

Hurts like a bitch.

I actually wanted to learn japanese next, but I have to improve my english skills first -.-'

Lately I have been working on being more true to myself and growing as not only a person, but perhaps in potential too. Writing, singing, listening to music and taking moments in the day to work on improving.. to congratulate myself and express who I am.

It's not been easy, but I really want to be better and better, to stretch myself and be someone who I am proud to be. To have talents of some sort and more courage in how I live my life. I have this image of who I am, and for so long, I feel like people haven't seen it. Like it's not wanted, perhaps not really understood. It made me shrink back in fear, and think I would never be accepted outright.

But I have resolved to not hide from myself just for acceptance anymore. I prolly still will to some degree, but at least for now, I am taking steps to become who I truly want to be, and just maybe along the way I'll learn more about myself than I knew before. I know it will continue to be hard, but still, atm I'm trying.