The Bookie's Nook
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Kirsikka wrote...
Spoiler:
I didn´t expect you to write a wall of text now o,o
Hee I see. She could be bisexual in that case~ Liking girls and boys~
I don´t know her well enough to say if she is serious or not with "I love you", but as for me I don´t say "I love you" if I don´t mean it that way. You should ask her about that in a fitting moment.
wall of text attack!
Hmmm, knowing her, I am almost certain that she meant it in the friend way (it still feels weird to me). Its not so much that I have feelings for her (none romantic exist whatsoever - she is a best friend who happens to be female), its more the idea of what kind of friend she is to me. I mean, this information doesn't change any way I think or feel or my opinion about her, but its more that I enjoyed her being a lesbian. Not in the way that "haha, im friends with a lesbian" or anything sexual or juvenile like that - more that I had a female friend in which I could confide in (like personal stuff) and not have to worry about any of the usual "strings attached" that come with confiding with non-lesbian female friends...
ARGH, im bad at explaining :I And its not like this will change our relationship in anyway, I might be a little afraid that she could hold affection for me (meaning Ive lost the type of friend she represented - now I realise that this makes me seem like a dick, that I only like her for what she was, but thats not the case, I like her for who she is, she is a great friend and I love her very much in the most unsexual way possible- im just very bad at explaining...), a little afraid that I am vain/narcissictic enough to think she might have some affection for me, and generally just feel confused by this information @_@
*silly mouse*
Shotty Too Hotty wrote...
That's the key too. Timing is everything.The problem with that is its not like im looking for a confession or to make a confession. She is like my brother basically, close, but not family - so I can confide stuff in her things I wouldnt confide to my brother. Anyways timing is difficult over an app on a phone (3 more weeks until im back on Skype!)
TheBookie wrote...
Hmmm, I cannot comment on this, because I have no idea how to handle that, since my initial reaction would be to just ignore it...but I am a dude, I am clueless.
I just talked to her a bit about stuff like how it was totally ok not to be sure of your own sexuality, how in the past I have grappled with similar problems and sexual identity doesn't necessarily come with age and sometimes it makes you more unsure.
Melfice_1 wrote...
so you mean aura.assuming this is for me - wut? D:
this is someone non-Fakku
