Ayulsa City - Ieeya

It's night and the sky isn't completely black.

One of the reason I dislike cities.

WOah mibubu nostalgia bomb

Ikr. I changed avi many times but couldn't decide which one i want...

So I chose this. The oldie days.

「Oh...My..God.. That fucking avi... NOSTALGIA. CHET.」

Awwwww yeah, Mibro is back to the old ava.

We were playing futsal.

A: I wonder why I can't commit suicide.
B: That came out of nowhere.
A: It came out of my mind. So answer.
B: You want the religious argument or the moral one?
A: I know both. And I also have my answer to both. It has nothing to do with those.
B: Haha. Yep, you dismantled both arguments before.
A: I know damn well those don't apply to me, but I still can't commit suicide anyway. Daaaamn.
B: You don't look stressed though. Why would you wanna die?
A: It has nothing to do with stress! I'm just wondering how despite my curiosity I can't muster the courage to just die already! It's a liberation!
B: It's because we're just replicators. You haven't passed on your genes yet, so there's this thing in you that makes you cling to life.
A: The evolution argument huh... fuck.
B: Yeah, haha.
A: ...
B: I still don't get it. I only think about suicide when I despair... say, a chick shot me down or whatever. But you... it's like you're itching to die just for the sake of dying.
A: I told you, it's a liberation. I really admire those that follow their curiosities all the way. Fuck those weak despairing ones, death is supposed to be cool.
B: I think you need a psychiatrist. Really.

「I should have gone through psychology or something .-.」

Haven't met C today. Or the talk would've been crazier lol.

「What about W? :3」

Nah the letters are just placeholders. B and C's names don't begin with those letters lol.

「I know. Damn it Aize. Still, what about W :3」

You need psychiatrist too. Gotta infect dem normals!

But still, B is pretty admirable for putting up with us. XP

「I know I need a psychiatrist, I wanna hear how fucked up I am. I wonder. Or maybe, I wonder if he can handle it.」


「Haha, I can see that X3」

Ikr. If I ever see a psychiatrist I'll make it my mission to drive him nuts purely with my own mind. No fakes. X3

「No fakes, at first, it'll go smoothly, and as he digs in, he'll notice how fucked up my mind really is. =V」

For me, as he digs in, he'll suffer a flow of flipflops. I'm so random, the base code is so short yo.

「You make me wanna go see a psychiatrist now ( ._q)」

I would see him long ago, if not for the universal problem.

「Explain.」

Money. Duit. Kane. Err... Leaf.

Psychiatrist isn't cheap or so I heard...