[Locked] Velvet House

I don't feel great all the time but I want to feel great most of the time.

I disagree with this statement.

you know what they say, the worst kind of people are the people that can get along with anyone. not to mention I'm twisted and demented.

Nope!

Holy fuck youre my first waifu pick from this game O///O

blatant denial solves nothing

Aura, in all the time I have met and talk to you. Everything you have said in your post is the complete opposite of what you are and I draw from much evidence to show that you're a great person to hang around.

wait, what?

@Shotty you are saying I'm not charismatic?

You're honest, kind, you feel bad when you screw up with someone and try to correct it or explain it, you look out for others, and you're loyal to people even if the same can't be said about them all the time.

Sounds like a good person to me.

Yet I disproved all that when I had you propose to me again three times only to divorce you again later? doesn't that show how fucked up I am?

No. I'm saying you are.

I had it coming? lol

You did nothing wrong, you were kind, honest, and loyal to a fault. yet despite that I went against your feelings and divorced you. For no reason other than my own petty selfishness

You did what had to be done, you were only looking out for what was best for you, and that is all I could ask. As long as you were happy that's all that mattered, so you didn't do anything wrong. Therefore, not a bad person.

looking out for myself only would go against what you said about me earlier though

You shouldn't let your previous mistakes hold yourself back on how you view yourself. I haven't seen anyone talk to you reference to your past mistakes expect for you, and Shane sometimes but that's because you two have a long history together. Yes, there are gonna people who gonna care about what you did yesterday but you don't see that you worrying what did yesterday effects how you act and think about yourself which isn't good. Gotta live more in the now. All thinking about the past will do for you is stir up more drama until you just explode. Which I don't want as your friend.

"A mistake isn't a mistake if you learn from it." -Aris

From what I have seen Aura, you have and are learning from your mistakes which is great but if you think that which isn't good for yourself to have that mindset that people are only gonna remember you for your mistakes. That isn't type of people who come here. Everyone is kind and are support of each other. Even if there is someone who does only think of their mistakes, their opinion shouldn't affect who you are as a person especially if others like you just the way you are. If you still don't you're good, charismatic person. I will dig through reply after reply and PM after PM to show all the kindness you have show to me and everyone here. There's evidence of you being everything you say you are not.

*sudden reappearance*

hmm how to describe this

it isn't that I "Dwell" on my past stuff. I learn and correct from my past mistakes yet. I just simply acknowledge that what I have done, or thoughts that I have are corrupt or bad and as such think I deserve to think of myself as a horrible person. HOWEVER that does not mean that I "only" have negative traits. and it's the people who can look past all my negatives that I consider friends. Like you of course.

So even if I have a self depreciating personality, that doesn't mean I will act any less different than I already do. I still make mistakes and I still learn. it's a part of growing up.

*sudden ass slap*