Kamp Kuzma: The Operators' Campgrounds (For Operating)

I wish I had the power to speak and make pain go away... I also wish I had the intelligence to speak in a way to atleast put others at ease but I do not... all I can think to say is... im sorry... :(

Well, like I said I'm not good with this kind of situation. There's not really much I can do so this cryptic crap is what I got and what you get.

Sigh....It's just that...after all that, I am afraid. Afraid of taking up the sword again, afraid that if I did things like before it will all happen again. The Kazumi way of doing things seemed to be so easy back then, doing things as they go. Nothing's not that easy huh? Now, should I go back and face it as I would always face it, or is there another way? Or should I just end my path here.

Ending a path is not an option. Broken bounds can be restored.

This is not something anyone can decide for you. You need to make this decision on your own. You should take the time to put alot of thought into this decision and then what ever you decide to do, go with it and don't regret it. Dont look back. Dont think about what could have been because it will do nothing but depress you.

So I should just do things the way I did? Lance?

I honestly don't know what to say. . .

Heh, you know what kids. You all remind me of Anzei Kazumi in the past, so stupid and hopeless.

[color=green]He was also the only one that could revive me.

YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK IT! I may be stupid and idiotic, but I sure as hell won't kill myself. Whatever is left of my pride is still screaming out. I may be at fault here, but my pride lives on.

Damn You guys, heh. Damn you all to hell. *smirks*

Good. If the gruge against me will keep you alive you can even try more than that.

Im so glad you decided against it~ ^_^ *insert hug*

[color=green] Thanks guys, even if you only helped a wee bit. I mean it. Damn, all I had to do was ramble in front of strangers. I am getting old. I should have done this with the nurse five minutes ago. I probably should give them this revolver...Heh.

... give them the revolver please >_>;

Well, good to have you back Anzei. Glad we could help even if the help was minuscule.

I'm going to finally get some shut-eye now and pray Kommisar gets through his issues soon.

[color=green]Hahahaha, Nah I won't give them, it hurts to move. And hospital beds aren't really the best beds.

Im soooo glad your back Sempai~~ ^_^

Heh. Don't hurt yourself more on them then. *smirk*

[color=green]Yeah, but I won't be a freakin' chef. I don't deserve such a title, heck I didn't even graduated culinary arts or something. Besides, with a few broken ribs, a skull fracture, a hole in my lungs, and a broken leg, I don't think I am "Back" just yet.

But guys, I'm sorry for all the drama. I can't believe I was thinking like that for a week. And Thanks for your time, I mean it. *Bows deeply*

Meh don't sweat it. Anzei. Everybody has a point where they break or snap.

[color=green]Can't believe I broke though...I could have sworn 15 years of mental exercise in Kendo can make invincible...Guess that was a load of bull.

Yeah I get that a lot from ex soldiers too. "When I was in the army, I believed that me and my squad could take over the whole world by ourselfs. We were unstopable" And similar.