Tsamarin's See of Clouds - Now with Discord!

What's sup?

Not much... starting at the public holiday today so no work for me.. too bad that i've got only 3 hours of sleep x_x

Nice. *pats*

I have 3 days off now, and I have nothing to do on them..................I'm thinking about things.......I need more friends.........

*hugs* Do some stuff that you like o3o

Everything I like to do in the house, but I want to get out of the house and be with friends.

Hm....want I really need right now if more or less a Girlfriend. Would give me something to do on my days off(not in that way)

Would give me someone I would always want to be around and do stuff with.

How's going with your female friend from work if i may ask?

She knows I care for her deeply, but she told me that we can't be a thing sadly. She's one of my only friends up here, so I'm always trying to be around here, but I'm putting my feelings into be a good friend for her that will go out of the way to do something for her.

Awwww ;-;

Yeah......
Odd how she said we never would work out before I ever got to ask her out.
Funny thing is that after she told me that I was home texting her and we both talking about how we want someone in are life to always be around.

I told her I'm the odd man out in the house because One of my roommates has 2 girls that come over a good bit, and the other dose don't want someone in his life.

I want someone, but I want to have someone I can sit around and do nothing with, talk, fall asleep next to, and cuddle.

The right girl/soulmate will come for ya *nods*

I know, but the one I want to be with right now says I deserve better then her....makes me sad that one of the things that got in the way...She thinks I'm too good for her and It's not right I fell for someone like her... She's not everything I want, but she has a lot of it...and I like her for her.

She the first girl in sometime I really wanted to go out of my way for...I still do...

Yeah, that's a difficult situation :/

It is.... the one I want to be with pushes me away because she says I deserve better... I told her she says I deserve better then her, but I think I don't deserve to be with her...
She says one thing about it, then I say it to make it seem like the same way about it to her to make her feel better.

Even when it comes down to the no I'm always trying to make her feel better....
l'amore fa male

*gives a hug* :(

Dang it.. *Also gives a hug*

I don't think I love this girl...but it's damn close.........
I dream about her a good bit....

*hugs both*

Imma sleep now....

Sleep well Tsa-chan!

Morning