very soon im going to start fucking again.

Shiiit. I had just finished making a huge reply at the prada thread and then discovered it was deleted.

Here I go- again.
Pay, shorter study than doctor, and help other people. A well respected and widely needed job.

What made me choose starts when I was fifteen. I was feeling lonely (still do) and the idea of cloning hit me. What if I could clone someone I really like? <--- Guess who I'd like in 16-year-old-form. Hmm?

I actually studied, understood, and memorized college books chapters on reproduction at that age.
I researched how cloning is done. Understood the chemicals such as fullitrophine and their part in the process. In example, fullitrophin is a chemical which makes the fertilized egg attach to the uterus wall after a week. What about the original DNA when cloning? Well, it is destroyed rather than injected away with UV light. After the DNA is destroyed, one could call it a blank egg, a disk without data. One inserts the original's DNA, DNA from skin cells being easiest source to provide. Insert it in the "blank" egg. But it's not that easy.
Normally, when the egg is fertilized by the sperm, it gives an electic shock which starts the process of splitting in half. In cloning, I doubt it would happen naturally. One would use a very tiny amount of electricity to start it. The question is how much. No book provided the answer. The internet didn't provide the answer.

I found myself in a block. Apart from that, one would need a lab for machinery, permits to not get partyvanned by the government (cloning is a hell of illegal), and funds. I gave up, stashed my notes, and went back to loafing.

I hadn't realized until recently that I managed to read and understand advanced college textbooks on anatomy at fifteen. It hit me that I can still remember what I studied, years after. I also realized that anatomy and biology aren't hard, one just has to understand what they are saying before continuing to read. Pause and check definitions, understand, continue, repeat.

I feel motivated and confident that I can study somewhere in the medicine branch. I checked which was best. Two-Year nurse lacks pay and low status (clean bottoms and patients), Four years can make one command the two-year nurse, and a six-year nurse can be a teacher and have an even higher position and pay. Doctor totals eight years. I decided the middle, four year nurse was best for someone who lacks patience such as me.

Next year, I will go to college, and I really look forward to it. So, that's my story. Loneliness made me do it. Sorry to make you read something so long.

Shiiit. I had just finished making a huge reply at the prada thread and then discovered it was deleted.

Here I go- again.
Pay, shorter study than doctor, and help other people. A well respected and widely needed job.

What made me choose starts when I was fifteen. I was feeling lonely (still do) and the idea of cloning hit me. What if I could clone someone I really like? <--- Guess who I'd like in 16-year-old-form. Hmm?

I actually studied, understood, and memorized college books chapters on reproduction at that age.
I researched how cloning is done. Understood the chemicals such as fullitrophine and their part in the process. In example, fullitrophin is a chemical which makes the fertilized egg attach to the uterus wall after a week. What about the original DNA when cloning? Well, it is destroyed rather than injected away with UV light. After the DNA is destroyed, one could call it a blank egg, a disk without data. One inserts the original's DNA, DNA from skin cells being easiest source to provide. Insert it in the "blank" egg. But it's not that easy.
Normally, when the egg is fertilized by the sperm, it gives an electic shock which starts the process of splitting in half. In cloning, I doubt it would happen naturally. One would use a very tiny amount of electricity to start it. The question is how much. No book provided the answer. The internet didn't provide the answer.

I found myself in a block. Apart from that, one would need a lab for machinery, permits to not get partyvanned by the government (cloning is a hell of illegal), and funds. I gave up, stashed my notes, and went back to loafing.

I hadn't realized until recently that I managed to read and understand advanced college textbooks on anatomy at fifteen. It hit me that I can still remember what I studied, years after. I also realized that anatomy and biology aren't hard, one just has to understand what they are saying before continuing to read. Pause and check definitions, understand, continue, repeat.

I feel motivated and confident that I can study somewhere in the medicine branch. I checked which was best. Two-Year nurse lacks pay and low status (clean bottoms and patients), Four years can make one command the two-year nurse, and a six-year nurse can be a teacher and have an even higher position and pay. Doctor totals eight years. I decided the middle, four year nurse was best for someone who lacks patience such as me.

Next year, I will go to college, and I really look forward to it. So, that's my story. Loneliness made me do it. Sorry to make you read something so long.