We lost a good one

Anyway, man. . . I'm not even sure where to start. . .

But I suppose I'll begin with thank you. . .

I knew that I became pretty well-known on Fakku and recognized by part of the community, but a thread dedicated to my leaving? That's something I definitely did not expect. I suppose after a while of being absent... I could expect a post or two mentioning that I hadn't been posting lately, but definitely not an entire thread, so thanks. Heh, to be honest I wasn't sure anyone would realize I left.

That's mainly because the quote that Gin discovered was on another thread, inside a spoiler and not one of my last few post. Plus the thread wasn't even stickied anymore. Figured it'd be lost eventually and go unnoticed. I guess my spoiler kind of threw it away or something though, eh? Anyway I'll update that thread later on and start posting videos again.

GinIchimaru, I really appreciate you taking the time out of your life to acknowledge my absence. And to everybody else, who posted, thanks. You all (you all=anyone who was on topic) said some pretty kind things and it makes me feel like I'm a pretty important part of the community. It also makes me feel like me being nice and being who I am on the forums isn't a bad thing because I seem to have a positive impact and apparently, it's something that made me stand out and become well-liked (not that standing out is always good. A friend from IRC told me so Haha, remember...?). Anyway, I think that's the main reason I loved coming here so much. Haha, sure there are cases when people aren't treated so nicely... but for the most part.. you guys (guys doesn't pertain to males only) really are friendly and neat.

Gladly I can say, I'm back now. Eh, I was.. dealing with issues/depressed, as some of you know (anyone who read the first post of this thread). I won't get too deep into what it was that caused me to leave... but my issues involved things to do with pride, feelings of failure, someone very.. important to me, and overall, sensitivity to quite a few things. There was my social life too, but that was probably the smallest issue. My emotions were all over the place. I guess, we all know how that is though.. to be depressed and all over the place.

Anyway, I felt there was no point in staying on the forums while in a depressed state and a state where the things I say may be regretted later. Mmm, and I considered posting in the forums, to get feedback on some of the problems I was facing, but I didn't feel very motivated to do so... Plus I felt I should deal with my issues alone.. if I took a break and some time to be alone and really focus on my life... maybe things would be okay. Additionally, I didn't wanna seem like an attention whore or anything. Plus, I think an "I'm leaving Fakku" thread would have made me look conceited or something... lol, the last guy who did that pretty much got an "who cares"

And well, things aren't perfect for me right now, but they're back on track. Again, thanks all. I have so much more to say, but who wants to read a load of paragraphs? To Conclude and In short:

I love you Fakku. Thanks for the acknowledgement, coming from all of you. The Fakku community really is my family away from family and is, indeed, my home away from home. And it's nice to finally be back home.

-HentaiElder

p.s. Lol, I realize this post is kinda long. That's why I stopped. Haha. And I don't quite expect people to wanna read a load of text. If you have any questions, concerns or anything, pertaining to whatever it may be... feel free to use the private messaging system. Also, I would've acknowledged most of you individually, but I don't want to throw a bunch of names out and leave anyone out. I did see some things though, that I think I'd like to personally thank others for or at least talk to others about. So maybe, in time, you can expect a private message from me.. with a personal response to it, not something that covers everyone like this post.