How far have you been with the opposite sex?

been farther with my own gender lol

hey your avatar is Midori from Green Green isn't it?

I am what did you have in mind? LOL!

To those who havent had much, do not feel bad, its not a numbers game; I always believe its how meaningful they were to you and how much they made you happy that counts - not how many partners or what stunts you did, ne.

Well, they say a real lady doesnt tell... emmm. Im 28 what can you freakin expect from a 28 year old hohohoho

the last time I tried to figure this out I made it to 785. I am pretty sure there are more, but there was also a lot of herb involved back then so memory is kind of fuzzy in certain spots.

I was a kid and a teenager before anyone had even heard of aids.. yay for me I guess.


I have always loved this video..

its a numbers game to me
i know I'm not gonna meet anyone who will ever love me (me being completely fucked in the head)
so...my plans are to do as much as I can before i die

desu, are you counting the number of women or the number of times? you can just get married and do it almost everyday you know...

seriously though, and sorry ahead of time since im really in a bad mood, dont think that way. coz you know, there is someone out there who can love you for what you are, and it doesnt even necessarily have to be jsut one. theyre there, dont lose hope, i mean its difficult i know especially when youre unique but theyre there, you just have to find em. just keep on being who you are if you want to find someone who can accept you for what you are. you can find this person dont just give up, s/he may be looking for you too you know

you said youre completely fucked up in the head, there are people who love these things.

i was counting the women, I've not had sex or anything
I've done a few light things-nothing serious, with a guy i used to know many years ago
never gotten close at all to a girl

(yeah but I am not really myself around people-its very hard to talk about and I'd rather not-I don't bother with people, far too painful and so very hard for simply being used and tossed aside)
people may like who I am but I sure don't-and I never ever will
its because of my problems I fail so much and why I am this way
(and yes I've seen professionals, useless-every one of them)

Desu, I for one can relate to how hard it is to be rejected, I mean considering... I guess at times its just easier not to try, than actually do and just most of the time get a negative reaction or be discarded. But, I hope later on youd recover from all this and manage to be open again about possibilities. As they say too, it gets hard for others to accept you too if you cant accept yourself. They cant like who you are because at times they dont even see who you are, coz we tend to hide who we are out of fear.

I dont think you need pills, I think you need some self esteem. But im not a doctor. It might be hard but, try making baby steps and look at the good side of things, not every bad trait is completely bad, they have good uses too - its not what you have afterall, its how you use em.

Ok I just woke up so i might be talking all nonsense...

no it all makes perfect sense

I have had girl friends(not GFs, just friends) in the school but I'm not going to date them because they're either not my type or taken. NY is full of shanks.

I had only one experience with anal and I don't think I could ever have it again. It was too painful. Two regular partners but a slew of partners for hand jobs and oral. I go both ways but am, by preference, a heterosexual female.

edit:

Maybe I should clarify a "slew" since that makes it sound like 20+ partners. Under 20, definitely. Maybe even under 10, but I am too lazy to do counting. And by "regular" partners, I meant partners I've had sex with on a weekly basis for at least six months.

I'm a virgin. But have received oral from six guys...as well at being touched sexually by five guys (and one girl) (and not including the original six). And I've given oral to four guys.
...Yep.

Holy crap. How do you stay a virgin after all that oral? I would have died if I couldn't have sex afterwards! Are you waiting for the right person?

replay or it didn't happen.. oh wait...

Well, yeah...I offered a couple of guys but they said I would regret it. Otherwise, I told the guy I wasn't ready to give it away yet. And now...I'm not just going to give it away to anyone. Seems pointless.

softbanker: What?

Wow! Those couple of guys who said you would regret it are awesome. Most of the guys I know would rip your virginity away from you in a heartbeat, lmao.

Good decision Aki-chan.

Nonsense, the guys shes talking about must have high standards and shes ugly. I myself have a couple of chance to bone some ugly virgins but I rejected them by saying nice things like you should only give it to the one you really love and some crap just to excuse myself coz I'm pretty sure they don't have what it takes to give me a boner. Now am I awesome?

I think you should STFU. I'm surprised any girl would ever want to sleep with someone like you.