I want to be a thrasher!!

I seriously love Thrash metal music and I can play guitar (Some what) bu the problem is I can't read sheet music or Tab sheets for that matter and also I can't play any proper chords I always Bar my riffs using mostly the 5th asnd 6th strings alternating between the 4th string. I've been at the guitar for atleast 2 years and I still can't play any proper chords its just I find it so damn hard to put my fingers in such awkward positions on the fret board just to play 1 note never mind playing a whole fucking song I think it might be easier to play a 4 string bass.
as for drums I can keep a steady beat but I can't use double bass drums because my left leg is fucked from a leg break I suffered 2 years ago as a song writer I can write some pretty could lyrics. I've written about 5 songs 4 of them in 2009 and 1 in 2008 also theirs several unfinished songs. But if I ever got into a band I have the perfect name for it "TORTURED SKULL" I based it off this song from Canadian Thrash Metal band Razor.

lol I am srsly offend.

Just keep at it, don't slack off, and you'll get there. Practice makes perfect.

If you want to be a rhythm guitarist in a thrash band, I don't think you'd ever need any more than the E and A string anyway, lol.

Is your rhythm good? If so, bass really might be your thing. I got sausage fingers and find it damn hard to play anything other than open chords on guitar. But meh, I never really practice, so... but exactly that may be your problem.

Even practice stuff if you don't like it, everything has its merits.

Well this is me actually playing. Its not bad but yet its not really that good IMO.