Insignificant things you dislike about yourself

Thread name says it all. ITT things you dislike about yourself that dont really matter that much.

I'll start: I kinda hate it how I always start babbling and going off-topic. It happens online and irl. And irl it often makes me forget what I was talking about originally. And if I dont go off-topic, then I start describing things too much even when not needed.

Hmm could be quality soooo

- I dislike the fact i still smoke, bad habits being bad habits and such~

- Also my apparently short temper, it seems to have caused people to dislike me for no reason. But thats another story~

- I fear being alone and when i am alone i often become irrational. Which is a horrible thing for me because i like being calm and collected at all times.

- My horrible sense of time, i am simply that bad with it.


EDIT: Now that im not half asleep REFIT!!!

I can be overly insensitive without ever meaning it. ;__;

I could name plenty.

• I hate how I let me low self-esteem get in the way of pretty much everything. I haven't had a job in over a year because of it because I always think I'm not good enough for any jobs I find.

• My habit of not shutting the fuck up and repeating what I say when I'm shitfaced (not that I ever remember it, but I get told stories the next day). It's a stark contrast to what I'm normally like and I've actually annoyed people with it.

• I think too much. Thinking turns into worry.

• Sometimes when I'm joking about something, it comes off as really insensitive and a personal dig at the person.

• My head is either shaped weirdly or just large, but either way my head is not a hat head. The only hats that fit me are ones that stretch, so I've taken to wearing peaked beanie hats when I'm out with friends. When someone steals my hat and wears it, usually it's far too big on them. It's quite funny, actually.

I don't like how I can be obsessive with things I shouldn't be obsessed with (example, people).

I won't bored you with my past stories, but I know exactly what you want me to say, and I will admit to it...
I have a yandere personality (although I try not to let it show).

I do that too. I lack the ability to not think about things. And even tho I think ALOT, I rarely get anywhere with it. the same thing just keeps going round and round in my head.

Here's mine, well some of them:

• I sometimes get obsessed with minor details.

• I rarely talk IRL. But when I do, they sometimes don't get what I said even when I make gestures while talking. (Did you get what I just said?)

• I sometimes ask questions out of the blue, but still answerable and quite related to some issues.

• My handwriting is not that good.

and last but not the least:

• I tend to procrastinate. I'll tell you about it later.

I shall name but a few from a list too long to be transcribed in its entirety.

The teeth in my upper jaw aren't level. They get higher as you go from left to right.
I chipped one of my teeth pretty badly when I was in middle school. I feel like it's really noticeable.
My ears aren't level with one another. New glasses never sit correctly and I have to bend them way out of shape.

I overthink shit a lot.
My libido.
My paranoia.
My difficulty to fully trust people.
How sharp my nails get.
My lack of motivation at times.
I worry too much.
My terrible fucking eyesight.

The list goes on and on.

• I stutter too much.

• I'm easily scared by things. Whether it is a scary game, or a picture of a scary object. Hell, even low-budget horror movies scare the shit out of me.

• I always have high expectations.

• My eyes are scary to the eyes of other people. My glasses somehow hides that scary glare that I always make unconsciously.

I'm anti social, because of that I have no real friends. Well, I have friends, I just don't hang out with them.

- Procrastination
- My fear of change or trying new things
- I don't trust many and rarely allow myself to get too close to others
- When I do get close to someone, I tend to latch onto them, at little too tightly... (trying to fix that one)

Unfortunately there are more.

†¢ OCD about cleaning and organizing things
†¢ procrastination on school work
†¢ gluttony
†¢ inability to walk like a decent human being(without tripping on things all the time)

I don't like

• that I procrastinate on everything

• that I avoid conflict

• that I refuse to get out of my comfort zone

• that I always try to please my family

I never know what the hell I'm doing. It's fun, but it naturally carries consequences.

- I am often overly sensitive for no reason, I tend to take things seriously when they are not
- I also sometimes take things for jokes when they are serious
- I don't know if my brain is made weirdly, but I'm a pro at saying the one thing that will make people uncomfortable... somehow I just can't really read the atmosphere
- I am the worst idiot when it comes to girls, either I'm oblivious to what they might be feeling for me, or I'm over-interpreting what girls I like feel about me
- Overall I think too much, I don't know how many opportunities I've missed because I just can't make up my mind
- I am awkward with everything that's serious, I'm not sure how to react to these things so I kind of 'act' the way I 'should', meaning the way people usually expect you to
- The fact that the above tires me out, shouldn't it be natural ?
- Procrastination is my motto
- I trust too easily, and distrust too easily too
- I'm not sure if I hate that, but I just love being home. Going out with friends and all that just doesn't interest me that much. Actually, it would if my friends were all Otakus and there were a lot of otaku-ish things to do outside, but except for the freaking Japan-expo, there is nothing to do outside (and please, please,don't talk to me about clubs, I hate them... pubs are okay)

Oh god where do I start man? :I
I really hate how shy I am. I hate how its hard to be myself around people.
I hate how jealous I can get.
I hate how I hate my looks. I just want to look in the mirror and feel decent. Some days i'm good, but not most of the time.
I hate how I can be a total bitch and offend people, and I don't even mean to be a total bitch and offend people.
I hate how paranoid I am. Always thinking people hate me, when they probably don't.
I hate how I'm always sarcastic.
I hate how lazy I am.
I hate how dry my skin is.
I can name more lol.

-I tend to overthink things, to the point of being paranoid sometimes.
-I wish I had more self-confidence.
-I am a really lazy person.
-I try to avoid being a hypocrite, but often end up as one.
-I am pessimistic at times.
-I hate how socially awkward I am sometimes.
-I'm not exactly fat, but I got mini-love handles that just won't gtfo even after exercising like crazy to get rid of them.

I hate my low self-esteem. I hate how I am one person when I'm depressed, and an entirely different person when I'm not. I wish those two sides of myself could merge, so that I could better handle times of stress without ultimately imploding upon myself.

I hate how I always let things get to the point that they become impossible. I'm upset at myself and stressed out about the situation, so I take things out on others without really meaning to. Even if I apologize a thousand times, this doesn't make it right. It is something I am working to improve on.

I hate how mature I can be when I'm outside of the situation, and immature I can be once I'm in it. I wish I could follow my own advice rather then let my fears and anxieties dictate how little effort I put into the things that I'm worried about.

I don't like how I look. I'd like to lose weight in order to make MYSELF feel better. However, I plan to actually do something about this soon. I hate how in the past when I'd attempt to lose weight, I would get wayyyy over my head. I'd obsessively work out and do way too much too soon. Ultimately, I'd either hurt myself or burn out. I want to go about things slower this time.

I hate my relationship with my family. I hate how I envy others for their familial relationships when I should just be happy for them. I hate that no matter how much I talk myself out of it, at the end of the day I always crave and desire the unconditional love of my parents... which is something they don't and will never have for me. I hate how even the love and endless support of my future in-laws doesn't truly compare to what I really wanted from my own parents.

I hate how belittling, cruel, and down-right antagonistic I can be towards other people. I hate how I sometimes justify this behavior by stating how they "need" or "deserve" to be treated this way, and how I really feel that they do. I hate how I make an enemy out of myself by saying too much. I hate that it makes me feel good to put other people in their place.

I hate that I hate so many things about myself.

-I Dislike the Fact that i love 2d for NO apparent reason
-Being a Punching Bag for Gym class.