mine now...

back then before i left fakku for a break, as i remember my dreams were about like having an anime collection worth 10TB and maybe half worth of hentai. then i had these crazy nonsense of building an AI for the web for people to talk to etc or get some really great job at a serious IT department or something somewhere

a certain trip i went to a few weeks ago sorta changed things for me. i dont know

now i just want to someday wake up every morning and cook breakfast for my guy like i did there and just take care of him when he gets back from work and making sure hes happy by the time he sleeps

back then a few years back, i think i wouldve said what kind of nonsense is that???

but well im just being honest in how i feel you know...

I have those feelings as well. I think it's natural to want to make your mate happy because they're obviously important to you.

But it's also important to remember yourself. Don't forget dreams and aspirations for yourself only. Your whole life shouldn't revolve around one other person and just forgetting to make yourself happy. You can have more than one dream : )

I know what youre saying circe... a lot of people lately tend to tell me the same thing for some reason.

I guess its just that almost all my life Ive only cared about myself. I always ended up making my partner adjust to my dreams and never bothered caring about what they mightve wanted. I will admit it never made me happy for some reason. Which makes it so unfair to them. Im sorry Ive just been watching some anime and its been making me think of the past too much today.

But sadly, guys I guess arent that easy to... oops hes on... gotta go .......