Pavlova wrote...
I was 16, it was valentine's day, I had been ready for years and had had guys choking on me every time I wanted to lose it.. pussies.
I had a bf, we were both dirt poor, he said he'd get his tongue pierced for me as a Valentine's gift. My gift to him was my virginity. I had done drugs at school that day, and I was super relaxed, he was experienced but he was the one stressing like mad. It took him forever to get it on. We did it to "our song", High Hopes by Pink Floyd. It hurt like a bitch, but eh.
later my mother drove by to pick me up and I was sitting in the car feeling super awkward (it was a week night .. and I was still in high school). School the next day felt a bit weird too.
I don't regret anything. I had made a promise to friends, when I was 13 years old, to lose it to someone I loved, and that's what I did. It wasn't a good relationship overall, but at the time it was, so it was okay.
I sometimes wish I could've lost it earlier. Not a big deal.
well,,what a nice valentine gift for ur boyfriend.^_^