Life's such a drag sometimes
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i've lost my sleep again, so i suddenly felt the urge of writing this topic.
While reminiscing about my past life, i remember that my dad used to describe me as worthless piece of trash, i guess i can understand that a little better now. Sure, there're times when i'm energetic, happy and carefree. other times when i'm concentrated on my studies or my careers. But sometimes i just feel like not doing anything, nothing at all. u know those moments, right? while lying on the bed, sitting on the park bench, or just standing on a plain piece of grass field, and u look up to the sky and ask urself, what am i really living for? of course, none of us ever get an exact answer, anyways, yet we continue on without knowing the true purpose of our lives(guess it's a different story for religious people, they live for their god and they place their faith on what they believe in)
in a sense, i feel that i am worthless, i'm doin things only based on my perception of how life should be like, which comes from the earlier generations, my parents tell to get into a good university, and find a good job, marry someone u like and live on, but in the end, what did we achieve, what did we learn and what is the purpose of it all.
life is a road, at the finish line, death awaits all of us, from the day u were born, u started walking towards the finish line, but then again why were we born in the first place, are we chosen to simply "experience" the undeniable reality and "enlighten" ourselves in these short periods that we live. or is it something else, a divine plan, whenever human are unable to decipher the unexplainable facts, they escape to the "god" excuse, an entity that is responsible for everything and anything we do and so... but is it really there? After all, there're simply too much mysteries in this world.
going back to where i began, i believe that we all had those moments, wondering about ourselves and world that revolves around each of us individually.
tired from all the thoughts now, life's such a drag sometimes, isn't it?
While reminiscing about my past life, i remember that my dad used to describe me as worthless piece of trash, i guess i can understand that a little better now. Sure, there're times when i'm energetic, happy and carefree. other times when i'm concentrated on my studies or my careers. But sometimes i just feel like not doing anything, nothing at all. u know those moments, right? while lying on the bed, sitting on the park bench, or just standing on a plain piece of grass field, and u look up to the sky and ask urself, what am i really living for? of course, none of us ever get an exact answer, anyways, yet we continue on without knowing the true purpose of our lives(guess it's a different story for religious people, they live for their god and they place their faith on what they believe in)
in a sense, i feel that i am worthless, i'm doin things only based on my perception of how life should be like, which comes from the earlier generations, my parents tell to get into a good university, and find a good job, marry someone u like and live on, but in the end, what did we achieve, what did we learn and what is the purpose of it all.
life is a road, at the finish line, death awaits all of us, from the day u were born, u started walking towards the finish line, but then again why were we born in the first place, are we chosen to simply "experience" the undeniable reality and "enlighten" ourselves in these short periods that we live. or is it something else, a divine plan, whenever human are unable to decipher the unexplainable facts, they escape to the "god" excuse, an entity that is responsible for everything and anything we do and so... but is it really there? After all, there're simply too much mysteries in this world.
going back to where i began, i believe that we all had those moments, wondering about ourselves and world that revolves around each of us individually.
tired from all the thoughts now, life's such a drag sometimes, isn't it?
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I can definitely relate to what your saying. Life just leaves me with a sense of melancholy. The truth about life is that its depressing. Your born with a set amount of time to live and yet you have to accomplish so much in such a short time.
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here is my thoughts on life...
i live for the highs. for those who have ever done a drug or had an orgasm you'll totally understand. right when you take that first hit or climax you get that feeling like you are everywhere and everything feels right.
i live for moments like that. i'm not saying highs from drugs & sex (well, some of the times)... i get off when i make someone laugh. i live to get joy playing with my dogs. i love the feeling i get when i eat cherries. i like to snuggle with my twin brother and best friend on the couch and play wii until 4 in the morning. it's the little things in life that get me by. i know death can come, so that's why i feel as much as i can as many times as i can. when i'm in the mood, i get frisky with the boy or just, have fun myself. it's all about feeling good and to me, making other feel good.
i know, i'm a hippie...
i live for the highs. for those who have ever done a drug or had an orgasm you'll totally understand. right when you take that first hit or climax you get that feeling like you are everywhere and everything feels right.
i live for moments like that. i'm not saying highs from drugs & sex (well, some of the times)... i get off when i make someone laugh. i live to get joy playing with my dogs. i love the feeling i get when i eat cherries. i like to snuggle with my twin brother and best friend on the couch and play wii until 4 in the morning. it's the little things in life that get me by. i know death can come, so that's why i feel as much as i can as many times as i can. when i'm in the mood, i get frisky with the boy or just, have fun myself. it's all about feeling good and to me, making other feel good.
i know, i'm a hippie...
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rukia92 wrote...
here is my thoughts on life...i live for the highs. for those who have ever done a drug or had an orgasm you'll totally understand. right when you take that first hit or climax you get that feeling like you are everywhere and everything feels right.
i live for moments like that. i'm not saying highs from drugs & sex (well, some of the times)... i get off when i make someone laugh. i live to get joy playing with my dogs. i love the feeling i get when i eat cherries. i like to snuggle with my twin brother and best friend on the couch and play wii until 4 in the morning. it's the little things in life that get me by. i know death can come, so that's why i feel as much as i can as many times as i can. when i'm in the mood, i get frisky with the boy or just, have fun myself. it's all about feeling good and to me, making other feel good.
i know, i'm a hippie...
No, a hippie would be saying hug trees and, work for the environment etc. You are what is classified as a normal human being, possibly even a decent one.
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...I should be a psychiatrist. This kind of stuff never happens to me. Sure, like everyone else, I feel depressed sometimes, but then a small voice with pink hair poofs into my brain, kicks something, and then I'm happy again.
No. My mother almost ruined my childhood by telling me that.
Remember, everyone serves a purpose. Even if it's simply to be a warning for others.
Nyx said that. I kicked his ass.
Seriously, though. If you all give up before you even try, where am I gonna find lab assistants?
Nate River wrote...
in a sense, i feel that i am worthless,No. My mother almost ruined my childhood by telling me that.
Remember, everyone serves a purpose. Even if it's simply to be a warning for others.
Nate River wrote...
life is a road, at the finish line, death awaits all of usNyx said that. I kicked his ass.
Seriously, though. If you all give up before you even try, where am I gonna find lab assistants?
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rukia92 wrote...
here is my thoughts on life...i live for the highs. for those who have ever done a drug or had an orgasm you'll totally understand. right when you take that first hit or climax you get that feeling like you are everywhere and everything feels right.
i live for moments like that. i'm not saying highs from drugs & sex (well, some of the times)... i get off when i make someone laugh. i live to get joy playing with my dogs. i love the feeling i get when i eat cherries. i like to snuggle with my twin brother and best friend on the couch and play wii until 4 in the morning. it's the little things in life that get me by. i know death can come, so that's why i feel as much as i can as many times as i can. when i'm in the mood, i get frisky with the boy or just, have fun myself. it's all about feeling good and to me, making other feel good.
i know, i'm a hippie...
I pretty much agree with you there. Well except for the whole drug use thing. Not my cup of tea.
@Arizth: lol, awesome.
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Nate River wrote...
i've lost my sleep again, so i suddenly felt the urge of writing this topic.While reminiscing about my past life, i remember that my dad used to describe me as worthless piece of trash, i guess i can understand that a little better now. Sure, there're times when i'm energetic, happy and carefree. other times when i'm concentrated on my studies or my careers. But sometimes i just feel like not doing anything, nothing at all. u know those moments, right? while lying on the bed, sitting on the park bench, or just standing on a plain piece of grass field, and u look up to the sky and ask urself, what am i really living for? of course, none of us ever get an exact answer, anyways, yet we continue on without knowing the true purpose of our lives(guess it's a different story for religious people, they live for their god and they place their faith on what they believe in)
in a sense, i feel that i am worthless, i'm doin things only based on my perception of how life should be like, which comes from the earlier generations, my parents tell to get into a good university, and find a good job, marry someone u like and live on, but in the end, what did we achieve, what did we learn and what is the purpose of it all.
life is a road, at the finish line, death awaits all of us, from the day u were born, u started walking towards the finish line, but then again why were we born in the first place, are we chosen to simply "experience" the undeniable reality and "enlighten" ourselves in these short periods that we live. or is it something else, a divine plan, whenever human are unable to decipher the unexplainable facts, they escape to the "god" excuse, an entity that is responsible for everything and anything we do and so... but is it really there? After all, there're simply too much mysteries in this world.
going back to where i began, i believe that we all had those moments, wondering about ourselves and world that revolves around each of us individually.
tired from all the thoughts now, life's such a drag sometimes, isn't it?
I've had those feelings, and I'm right smack dab in the middle of it. I recently quit my job, can't find something that interests me. Broke as a hobo so I can't buy the anime and hentai I want. Life is a drag.
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Arizth wrote...
...I should be a psychiatrist. This kind of stuff never happens to me. Sure, like everyone else, I feel depressed sometimes, but then a small voice with pink hair poofs into my brain, kicks something, and then I'm happy again.Nate River wrote...
in a sense, i feel that i am worthless,No. My mother almost ruined my childhood by telling me that.
Remember, everyone serves a purpose. Even if it's simply to be a warning for others.
Nate River wrote...
life is a road, at the finish line, death awaits all of usNyx said that. I kicked his ass.
Seriously, though. If you all give up before you even try, where am I gonna find lab assistants?
i understand that we should all serve certain purposes. warning for others could be one of them, but what i'm insisting on questioning is that "what is the purpose of life", of course, neither of us chose to live simply because of others and for their sake.
and i personally have no idea who Nyx is, and i'm glad to say that i said it simply because it comes out of my mind, that's y i didn't quote it, because it's not a quote.
i certainly didn't say anything about giving up in life as well, i might have cause a misunderstanding and i'm sorry if i did. Giving up is the definite worst way to face reality, but what is it there to give up in life? ur soul? ur conscience? or rather living breathing body that we all treasure so much about?
i'm not saying this simply for the sake of argument, but i'll be more than glab to hear about ur opinions on life and how it should be(i'm sure everyone else is curious too)
Forgive me if i made any wrong choices in wording(i tend to make those mistakes, The Jesus often correct me on those things)
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I have ups and downs. I don't do what Rukia does, and live for the very high points [never done drugs, never will]. I live for a medium quality of life that I can enjoy. And right now, I'm pretty much livin' it up.
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Yeah, the question of "why are we here?" comes up every now and again. Maybe the answer is as simple as "To live". Why add any more complexity than that? Everything else is just bonus, really.
As for your dad, unless you were doing something actually horrible (rape, murder, pimping/molesting other kids), fuck him. How big a looser do you have to be to call a kid names and try to make them feel bad? Worse, how much have you failed as a parent if you do that to your own kid. That's the dead opposite of what you're supposed to do to them. Hopefully he's gotten better over time.
As for your dad, unless you were doing something actually horrible (rape, murder, pimping/molesting other kids), fuck him. How big a looser do you have to be to call a kid names and try to make them feel bad? Worse, how much have you failed as a parent if you do that to your own kid. That's the dead opposite of what you're supposed to do to them. Hopefully he's gotten better over time.
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Life sucks. I'm depressed. The only time i'm not depressed is when I am occupied. If you look at things in the big picture we are all beyond useless. In the entire universe how important is my life. even the biggest thing I can think about doing won't affect the universe in the slightest. Life is meaningless, Death is meaningless, everthing is meaningless, but if you're happy then keep being happy. if everything including happieness and sorrow is meaningless then go with what you like the most. I'm really sad now nnnnnnn.
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Except that I sometimes think that whatever put life and the human ways into the way they are now made a big mistake when envisioning the concept of the timeline by having humans (us) study during our best time, work during the largest part of our live, so that we have the financial methods in age, when the body is deteriorating, I think life is pretty fine the way it is.
I take things basically the way they come, be it good or bad, due to the simple fact, that without the bad things I couldn't rant half as much as I like and without the good things.... well life would suck :P
However I do agree... life can be a drag sometimes. Yep.
I take things basically the way they come, be it good or bad, due to the simple fact, that without the bad things I couldn't rant half as much as I like and without the good things.... well life would suck :P
However I do agree... life can be a drag sometimes. Yep.
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Whenever you have these thoughts...get the fuck over yourself and move on with your life. You probably have too much free time, you hippie, go get a damned job. Or two.
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Un. Agreed. That has happened often, most specifically when I am left alone. I think and think. Never finding a certain answer. Yet, i still continue thinking and wondering. Am I worth anything? Aren't I just an extra? There isn't anything special about me, but why? Why am I here? I live the way I was told to live, with the exceptions of my own decisions every now and then. But then I think, "What was I here for?" I don't know. I'm not the heroine of a manga series. I'm not anything super special or god-like. But, as humans, we can't help but just wonder.
And I Quote(from my message to kao-gaki):
hey. everything's been set up for you. it's up to you whether or not you choose something that leads to something bad or good. we all just live life as a fly on a web. we can't get out of it on our own and try to find a way of off the sticky trap. the spider will eat us when he wants to, or when you do something that forces him to eat you. yet we're still walking around aimlessy on this web. every now and then, there's another fly that you notice on the web, you can choose to befriend it or ignore it. but in the end, we're all going to get eaten someday.
though long ago i did wonder why bad things happened even though i thought of only good things... i was trying too hard at thinking of good things. so i decided to let my web entangle me more ^^. if i'm already caught in the trap, why not let it continue? i'll continue walking around on the web until the day i get eaten. but some special flies can get off of the web, but only at the cost of another fly's life, must be hard for them, don't you think? to live off of the web, but have the regret of taking someone else's life? but that is just life for you
And I Quote(from my message to kao-gaki):
hey. everything's been set up for you. it's up to you whether or not you choose something that leads to something bad or good. we all just live life as a fly on a web. we can't get out of it on our own and try to find a way of off the sticky trap. the spider will eat us when he wants to, or when you do something that forces him to eat you. yet we're still walking around aimlessy on this web. every now and then, there's another fly that you notice on the web, you can choose to befriend it or ignore it. but in the end, we're all going to get eaten someday.
though long ago i did wonder why bad things happened even though i thought of only good things... i was trying too hard at thinking of good things. so i decided to let my web entangle me more ^^. if i'm already caught in the trap, why not let it continue? i'll continue walking around on the web until the day i get eaten. but some special flies can get off of the web, but only at the cost of another fly's life, must be hard for them, don't you think? to live off of the web, but have the regret of taking someone else's life? but that is just life for you
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Dante1214 wrote...
Whenever you have these thoughts...get the fuck over yourself and move on with your life. You probably have too much free time, you hippie, go get a damned job. Or two.Damn thats harsh, but I also think that when you are down like this, tough love or a reality check is better than indulging in someone childish urges or bad poetic take on life.