What's keeping you alive?

my fate to keep living. if i have no fate to live for tomorrow and thats it. I kicked the bucket.

Top 10 things keeping me alive:

1 ) My penis (Seriously, if I loose this I'm gonna think about suicide more often than I should)
2 ) My family
3 ) Hope of a brighter future
4 ) My enthusiasm for knowledge, entertainment and creativity
5 ) Fear of missing out on anything this interesting world has to offer.
6 ) My indiscriminate love of all emotional feelings
7 ) Satisfaction of what I have now
8 ) The indirect promise to live longer than my parents
9 ) My morals against the act of suicide
10 ) My overall fear of death

Nothing is really as good as we imagine it. Its all a matter of looking at the good in any given situation. So I say he has as much chance of killing himself as you.

Also, is nice to see others whose curiosity is the one thing that drags them on, just like me...

.... Now that I think about it, not much really.

Maybe one or two dreams I feel I can still (possibly) reach, and the fact that if I go now, shit would hit the fan for other people (though not great enough that it'd actually matter THAT much). The last thing being the will to live. I'm honestly to young to die/disappear, so might as well live.

When I think of it more closely...
Food and sleep

First: Not being there is just an abstract thought for me, not being able to think is somekind of shocking, mentioned that in the mortality thread earlier.

Second: I don't want to make my family sad, propably my friends neither, but i ain't got very many close friends.

Third: I want to read interesting stories, watch entertaining anime, experience moving moments, have fun and so on. Everything that brings joy to my heart i would think.

Fourth: I want to leave something first to people who are around me. Simple things like teaching them things they don't understand, play games with them so they don't get bored, tell stupid jokes/puns to make them happy.

That order would be correct for me i think.
To tell the truth I#m not leading a very happy life... Like the only girlfriend I had just left me after a month for her ex, not having many close friends as mentioned before, failing in the university just recently and trying again next semester (winter 10/11).
I'm not very religious, although i hope i could believe that there is something like an afterlife or being reborn... But i was only given one life as far as I know, so i gotta find a meaning and life to my fullest capabilities. And as it is right now my purpose is number four.

Does anyone really care about it? But it gives me a bit of happiness to share my thoughts with people i don't know.
It's funny how that is easier than talking to people you know.

[EDIT]
I just thought of:
Fifth: Martial Arts and Fighting, i just love it somehow... Dunno
and Sixth: Food & Health

Second

1. Books because of knowledge
2. Hentai since 3D fails
3. Family and my love
4. History
5. Internet
6. Technology
7. My future Career
8. Video games
9. Crafting
10. A simple will to live

What's keeping you alive ok No. 1
I have a dream
no. 2
I have a love ones that keeping me alive
no. 3
I fear death.

The only thing that keeps me getting out of bed every morning is the realization that things can't be changed. So there's no point in moping about it.

What's keeping me alive?
My body.
Recently I've been loving my art classes, but I'm taking a semester off, so I'm not to sure if that will affect my "alive" status.

-Fakku......ummm thats all realy.
-Friends? If they were not so few and far between.
-Games? i don't have enough money for alot of these.
-will? Okay yeah i got that.
-ummm Delicious roast beef sandwiches! Deffinatly.

-There's people I can't leave alone(and that made me sound like a stalker)
-Once you die.....u can't do anything.....so it'd be very very boring

My own self. I never really had any friends, so I mostly relied on myself after my parents kicked me out when I turned 16.
My job really helps me. Instead of slumping into depression by staying at home all day with almost nothing to do, I get to go out and sell guns for a living. Legally of course.
I honestly cant think of a third reason... Unless you can count the fact that I never made enemies in life, so I'm less at risk of a drive-by if that means anything.

Because at some point in the future, I'd like to see some Virtual Reality gaming.
^Not entirely serious.

I get up and live because that's what I do. That's "life". I don't understand people that think life "isn't worth living" if they don't have friends, or they can't afford what they want, or other things. I can't grasp the concept of not wanting life. It's as simple as that.

I get up every day at 6am as my daughter jumps on the bed until I get out of it.

But I guess I live life everyday to try and make her life good.

My earlier post was kinda retarded so here's a redo:

What's keeping me alive...? Hope. Hope to see something good happening to this world for a change, hope of not living through a world war, hope of not dieing by the hands of a drunk truck driver.
Most likely though it's the fact that breathing is just so damn hard to stop.

The Editors concert in February is keeping me alive!
And so is my determination to return to school in the Fall after taking a semester off.

Music and My Loved ones are what is keeping me alive.

Food, hope for the future, anime, video games

And anything else that I look forward to in my everyday life.