[Winter Contest Entry 2012] New Text Document

What once seen as a completely blank text document was no more, when I decided to write my thoughts inside it by the form of paragraphs, words, characters, and much more else of them. All of it balanced together like a composition, either by adhering towards the grammatical and compositional rules, or just letting it go with the flow, letting the emotions and feelings guide my hands on writing the next passages of the story. At a glance, it only appears as a bunch of random words put together to explain a specific meaning destined by the author themselves, but things will go much further than that, as many other written words do.

Some works may didn't seem to serve a peculiar meaning rather than just a random nonsensical gibberish to us, but for some others, it could always be interpreted as a some sort of abstract literature which would incite our deep thoughts. Who knows what the author had in store of us all when they wrote this kind of piece of literature we once regarded as gibberish? In one way or another, there always lies a chance that, what once seen as completely meaningless on the surface, will have a deeply philosophical meaning, completely hidden from the interpretations of the masses, so only a selected few - you could say 'the chosen ones' that were able to appreciate it towards the fullest extent from which the author might possibly deliver.

But let's leave that aside, all of this discussion concerning the fundamentals of an abstract writing, which had been a subject of debate involving many intellectuals throughout the ages. We will come towards a more common form of literature, imbued by a particular meaning given by the author, open to interpretation by many others who will take their time to read and appreciate it; although in this matter, it all leaves out to the field of subjectivity - where right could become wrong, good becomes bad, vice versa. Some of them even had so much power to shake off our philosophical values and moral beliefs at its own core, the experience might teach us not to underestimate the power of written words.

Well, except if you can't read at all anyway.

Jokes aside, let's continue on the topic. One example of this form of literature imbued with meaning - it came by in a form which we all had been accustomed to as a 'story'. We will narrow down this definition as what we call a 'story' by the standards we all were accustomed with; the ones having a prologue, plot, twist, climax, endings, and many more things which will build the foundation of this written work - so it would perfectly convey the message from the author in a way which would be easily understood by the readers.

And on this eventful occasion, I had been limited to a certain constraint concerning the mention of the magic word which is 'Fakku', in addition of adhering towards any of the peculiar theme 'Winter', 'Christmas' and 'New Years' to some extent. That's not all of these, I think. There's one more mission which is the task of relating all of these preceding things toward what could be said as the 'simple things that matter' during that time.

Let's start by adding the title which will relate to all of the themes listed above.



Okay. I don't really know much about Quantum Physics in order to explain the fundamentals of this phenomenon called 'Quark', so please forgive me if I managed to get something totally wrong and biased out of this.

So yeah, Quark is a very small particle - we could refer to it with the term 'elementary particle' as it was the foundational element which eventually formed Proton and Neutron. Both Proton and Neutron eventually made the core of an atom; a basic building block of each and every substances within this Universe, from the oxygen we breathe everyday in order to sustain our lives, each and every food we ate everyday - all of them consisted of atoms.

And within these atoms, there goes the formation of Quarks which made these building blocks.

Yeah I might seem to keep repeating myself but..you will eventually get the idea by some logical deduction that within each and every substance, there is atoms, and within the atoms, there's the Quarks. So we could assume that there's every Quark in all of us.

If I might repeat.

There is Quark in all of us. Starting out from a drop of Quark, a very small elementary particle, it could built up an entire array of cells which would eventually sustain our lives; the cells on our vital organs - the brain, heart, liver, kidney, stomach, and even our genitals which we used to touch and play with all night until it gives us the ultimate pleasure, each of them were basically made from Quarks.

Hey...I'm serious about this, pleasuring the genitalia would brought about a heavenly feeling of ecstasy, it would elevate ourselves towards a higher plane - call it some kind of a temporary esoteric enlightenment, as it feels that your soul had transcended itself, bridging upon the parallel worlds when you finally let out your glorious release.

Putting it in laymen terms, this phenomenon is universally known as 'fapping'.

The philosophy of bringing upon the ultimate pleasure using your own hands.

And without the help of a place known as Fakku, I would never learn about the art of fapping, and forever I would be thinking that this activity were just a method to satiate a some kind of lowly animalistic desire. But through this site, I had finally reached upon a state of enlightenment - fapping is a beautiful art of attaining pleasure, and I'm positive of that. Eroticism wouldn't always be vulgar and obscene as some of us used to think. It could also become so beautiful and astounding.

It wouldn't be an exaggeration to think that hentai were one of the ultimate manifestations pertaining our erotic nature.

Err...to be honest, I found a site called Doujin Moe first hand, but as I'm too much of a cheapskate to even pay for their premium services just to read the doujins, I eventually came towards the site called Fakku.

True story.

Trying to relate the Quark thingy with Fakku. I will think of it as a substance which brought about the life of our site's founder, Jacob. Without the force of Quark, I think that Jacob wouldn't be with us from the start, and without him, the site known as Fakku wouldn't even exist.

There won't be the Festive moments involving Winter, Christmas, and New Years around this place called Fakku, if it didn't even exist at the first place.

It all thanks to the force of Quark that each and every one of us could gather here and celebrate upon this worthwhile moment, that we would finally realize...even a small thing as an elementary particle could serve as a building block which lights off the entire substance throughout the universe.

We might sometimes felt like our lives were so small that it didn't matter. But you know, not every person knows the incredible Quark, even after achieving such majestic accomplishments by building the entire world we lived in. Its presence were so small, it's even unnoticeable in the ultra-microscopic levels.

I don't know about the rest of you guys, but thinking about that something so small and unnoticeable were actually the ones that laid the foundation in this world, it made me truly feel alive.

What once seen as a lifeless, weak figure in front of the mirror in every morning of my dull, lifeless days, was no more.

It was only an old paradigm written by my own subconscious mind that I'm unable to achieve anything worthwhile throughout my own lifetime.

But that's all in the past.

For now, I'm going to erase the entirety of this self-depreciating paradigm. The remnants of this shattered past, there will be no more; only pure white of emptiness that will soon unfold.

What once seen as a completely blank paradigm of innocence was no more, as I decided to channel my deepest feelings and staying true to what I believe in.

And within this constructed paradigms from what was originally a blank slate of thought, it will soon laid upon the foundation, in order to write my own reality, just like the story in general I'm telling you before.

Life which is imbued with meaning.

That's all I want to say within this medium called the 'New Text Document'.