The -I Don't Know Why It's Still Here- Thread

So you come online just to change avi?

[color=#993300]I see Shane ignores me now....

How? I simply when to my notifications, clicked on quoted posts and replied straight from them. Didn't even look on the last page.

[color=#993300]I see.

Stop putting numbers together.

[color=#993300]For what reason? You have no reason to panic

I don't need more haters, that's why.

[color=#993300]Do you not trust me?

I never said anything about trust, just lately you react a bit sudden to things.

[color=#993300]Have I? I'm sorry if I have

Just mellow out a bit Sneaky.

[color=#993300]Shane, I've been almost dead for a while, please cut me some slack......plus no one really gives a damn anymore...

Hey, you don't need to to tell me that. Though when I leave here for breaks I usually come back refreshed. I don't understand why you've returned so up tight.

[color=#993300]Because I had no choice when I left! The day after I left, I had to go to the hospital because of a problem that left my blood killing myself! Shane, the reason why I didn't come back was because I could've died any day then! You know the chance of my survival was? 40% Shane, I'm sorry, but it's not really something I come back with all happy and cheerful.

My family wasn't there Shane, my friends weren't there, nobody was.....all I want is someone to be there. But I couldn't tell people at all, I would just destroy people if I died. I left because it would've been better because it comes out with a better reason than the shit I had to deal with.

And the entire time Shane, I have this lingering thought that you don't trust me. I may poke fun at you at times but I thought you trusted me enough not to care. Not only that, but it seems like my closest friends don't even talk to me anymore. As much as I try to stay happy for everyone, I can't keep pretending....I have feelings too

I realize it, but you were cutting out the talking entirely for quite a while lol



I'm speaking in general lol


Appears as though I have gotten back at an inconvenient time D:

[color=#993300]No it's fine, carry on, it seems like I don't need to stay anyways

I probably wouldn't be carrying on much anyway all things considered, I've been running around a hospital all day so I'm tired, stink, and just wanna take a shower...but need to clean out my tub and everything so I'm gonna be busy with that and yada yada D: I'm rambling!

[color=#993300]*pats* So am I, sorry about that. I'm just.....still going through shock. Good luck!

Uhhh nothing to say good luck or sorry about, my clinical shift is over yo. -pats head- I was mostly joking to try and get a chuckle out of ya, it's sort of how I deal with things a lot of the time. Well, stuff that I can't really be too overly serious with anyway.


Also did CTFG implode and show nothing for page 1 for anyone else?

[color=#993300]Same here, wierd stuff huh