The -I Don't Know Why It's Still Here- Thread

[color=#993300]Because I had no choice when I left! The day after I left, I had to go to the hospital because of a problem that left my blood killing myself! Shane, the reason why I didn't come back was because I could've died any day then! You know the chance of my survival was? 40% Shane, I'm sorry, but it's not really something I come back with all happy and cheerful.

My family wasn't there Shane, my friends weren't there, nobody was.....all I want is someone to be there. But I couldn't tell people at all, I would just destroy people if I died. I left because it would've been better because it comes out with a better reason than the shit I had to deal with.

And the entire time Shane, I have this lingering thought that you don't trust me. I may poke fun at you at times but I thought you trusted me enough not to care. Not only that, but it seems like my closest friends don't even talk to me anymore. As much as I try to stay happy for everyone, I can't keep pretending....I have feelings too

My apologies, then. I had no idea. I'm gonna slip away for a bit after this.

I've told you before. It's nothing to do with trust. I just preffered you before you left and am not very fond of your personality change around here. It's too... outlandish for my taste. If it's to do with what happened to you though then I promise not to bring it up again.

Also yeah Jacob is trying to be a site coder again.

Wait, which part? Joking or forum obliteration? D:

*pokes fluffy tail*

[color=#993300]Well Jacob fixed the site width problem

-pokes back 9x-

[color=#993300]But even before, you keep leaving and that's what's made me so upset. Shane, you keep leaving without leaving anyone time to explain themselves. And that hurts people that really don't mean it, especially me.

[color=#993300]One for each tail?

I'm very emotional and get upset very easily. It's not something I can just change like that. The only way I can stop myself saying upsetting things is to remove myself from the situation immediately. It's not personal.

Yup =D


And I'd listen to what he says in the above post. You'll get used to it eventually.

[color=#993300]I've gotten used to it, but it still bugs me a bit.....

[color=#993300]I know I know, but why do you take my "insults" to heart? You know I don't mean them...

I find it difficult to tell when people are joking on here. Take into consideration my emotional issues in general though. I have problems I'm trying to overcome.
Falling out with so many people on here doesn't those problems either.

Either way just saying, even if there's some friction you two can always work things out, been proven before.

[color=#993300]We usually do, some weird way or another

[color=#993300]I knowm but I thought you knew me well enough, oh well then.