Decchan's Laboratory

Because reps are anonymous. So there's a possibility of someone being your friend and someone trying to troll you. It depends how you look at it. It's like Schrodinger's Cat.

I should just leave until people have forgotten how much they want to neg rep me.

But what about the people here who would miss you? Aura, Hurr, me, and etc?

The last time I left you got on pretty well. I never had an effect.

I did get on pretty well but I miss the days where we talk like this.

Me and Aura talked about on here how we missed you.

Don't devalue yourself like that.

If they make an effort to keep you from leaving, they care. I've told you in the past focus on the ones that are your friends, you enjoy spending time with, and those that make you happy.

Rep comes from faceless people, that either dislike what you said, or dislike you. Don't pay them any mind, it's a pointless system that causes pointless discomfort. So, focus on those that want you around, and you wish to be around.

And that's all I'll say about that. Take care.

I stalked the forums a lot and I didn't see any talk about me.

I can't help it though, I wanna know why people take so much time to put me down.

I stalk you a lot and notice when you're gone, but you never replied to my pms I sent you asking if you were okay and why you were gone. I had to find out from other people that you were away. If you are going to leave even though we all want you to stay, at least let more people know? Please.

Exactly. Thank for the insight Sin.



Aura and I were talking about you a few days before you came back.

You shouldn't care about the hate you receive especially if you're not doing anything out of the ordinary to spawn this hate. I haven't seen you do anything weird, Shane. So the hate is unwarranted and you shouldn't care about it.

I posted in my thread that I was leaving, it just shows how only Shotty and Desu really go and read what I say.

;_;

It was Haron and Satsu that told me it all, why aren't you mentioning them at all? They care....

They rarely ever post in there. Haron never has even, so I wasn't aware they even knew.

Because of this. You show CLEARLY how much it distresses you. It's the internet. People are dicks and trolls on the internet. They see you complain about this sort of thing, and they figure they should keep going. They know how you feel about it, they know you'll complain about it again, and they know they can just keep doing it until you stop.

So, once again, my advice is don't give a fuck. You're perpetuating this entire thing by putting so much importance on it. I sound like a dick here, but it's true. Just stop focusing on it, and focus on the good things.

There's two options that they can then take at that point. Keep doing it, in which case you're ignoring it and looking at the good things. Or they can stop doing it because there's no longer any reason to do it.

Those people not posting doesn't mean they don't care.

I ignored it before and they never stopped, they just kept on and on. Plus I have no life outside the internet which doesn't help.

*sigh*
I'm gonna go now. I need to think on this situation. Tell Desu I said hi, someone.

Take care please okay Shane, you're my friend, one of my bestest best best friends! *hugs*

I am sure we'll tell Desu you said hi, probably won't be me since I am off to work in a bit, but someone will ^^.

Alright. Please think our words carefully.