Ayulsa City - Ieeya

The heart talks.

Mine just gives me pain...

Well, same here. But the pain is the result of me yearning for love. So yeah, I can't really deny that.

Mine is actual pain lol.

There's no such thing as unreal pain.

Emotional and physical, should have rephrased.

And you're implying mine isn't so?

Just because I don't deny it doesn't mean it hurts less.

I'm not implying anything like that.
Jeez mibu...

It hurts more actually. You know it hurts, but something in you tells that you have to keep holding on to it.

Don't believe me? Try to keep holding ember. It's much easier to let go.

Sup cumdump?

Grief and sadness filling the dump tonight?

「Late reply since I couldn't get replies prior to my login when I'm not home.」

「Fuck Aize. It's the past, what has happened has happened. You have become who you are right now and it's up to you to decide, with the help or with the cruelties of others, whether you'll become weaker or stronger than before. What matters now is that you've met us and you've interacted with us. Each and each one of us has in some ways changed something in your life and you, in return, have changed something in ours. If you ever regret meeting us, I'll shoot you down. Cherish what you have right now, cherish your memories and cherish yourself for a better future.」

「Your past has already been shaped, you can't do anything about it but make wild guesses, stray shots, assumptions. Your present self is in the process of being shaped, having no form but the inheritance of your past and it's up to you to throw them away or not. Your future self has yet to be shaped, it's up to you to shape your present and make your own path, the path that you will look forward to with pride, and the path that the future you will look back without any hesitations with joy and the feeling of being blessed.」

「Aize. Don't cheat, if you do, I'm making this vow of beating the shit out of you once I'll find you, be it in the realm of the mortal or the realm of the dead.」

Don't worry Wil. I bet you know it as well as I do; if I do cheat, I'll be the first person to accuse myself. As long as I remain myself, I will not be able to cheat.

「I know you won't. As you know I won't.」

What's this about cheating?

We're racing who dies first. Cheat = give up, suicide.

Wait, who wins? The one who dies naturally first, or last? Confused... :S

As with any race, first of course.

Ah, OK.

Ummm...good luck to you both?

The idea is simple.

The most infectious kind.

Lol.