Kamp Kuzma: The Operators' Campgrounds (For Operating)

Yeah I understand :) Have fun.

Will do, look after the place for me as usual Lance, at least until I get back online tomorrow.

I'm off for now.

да товарищ командующий

Smogu li ya bytʹ vsegdatovarishch komanduyushchiĭ?

On another note, loving it already in Germany on my second day. Sun goes down at about 10 PM and comes back up at 4 AM. I have so much time to do stuff.

Sometimes I want to kick people and shout to their faces, "I ain't a relationship guru find someone else to listen to yer sappy love stories!" but I end up not saying anything next thing ya know I'm helping them. *Sigh*

Spoiler:

[color=green]Here's yer soba Val-kun. I'll have some too if ya don't mind.

[color=red]Wow you're on Europe Kei?
Visiting your relative at Paris?

Sanada-Kun, what's the name of your avi?

@Val: Da.

Looks like her name is Tsukishima Kyo and she's from /Hatsukoi 1/1 VN. ^^

Yeah, I'm here for three weeks but still need to study and all. ATM, I'm in Germany but I'm crossing the border to France later and Paris will be my final stop before heading back home.

[color=green] That's good, traveling. I want to go to America someday, just to experience it (And Hunt down Asuzu). Also England...Though I ain't goin anywhere till I'm fully healed, which is a pain.

I don't know if you read this but a few pages back, I suggested that sometime in the future, I may organize a 'round-the-world' trip with the regulars of this thread. Someday.

Also, Anzei, it would seem that your country's government is paying a LOT more than necessary for firearms. For example, the Howa Type 89; the 'poster' firearm of your military the JSDF, are being bought at about the equivalent of US$2,976. Compare this to the US Government who purchases M4A1 models for US$673, mind you these models aren't outdated ones. Another example is the SiG P220 or, to be exact, the Japanese licensed Minebea P9; the official sidearm for the JSDF. They are sold to the Japanese Government at US$1,992, that's more than half the amount they pay for assault rifles. Something to think about.

^Mmmm that's interesting. But still it's better than our military is doing thanks to all those civilians in Department of Defense even minister... I would be much more glad to see at least ex-military in head of DoD.

*sits in the field, sipping on a latte machiatto*

Hmm, this city has a lovely view(IRL I mean), Frankfurt was a lovely place especially Romerberg but Nurnberg is just that much more better, especially since my hotel room has a view of the old city.

And I am not sure whether it is coincidence or that I am deliberately being ignored by the majority of the CTFG community whenever I venture out of my thread. . . In fact, I'm curious as to where everybody has gone. Especially Asuzu since he's usually around here twirling around. Perhaps a conspiracy among the community to make me leave or something. . . Unlikely but can't escape the possibility.

Whatever the reason is, I hope this stigma doesn't stick on me for too long. It'd help if I knew exactly why it is that I'm being stigmatized by the majority of this community. Because this kind of ostracism is exactly why society today fails and will continue to crumble to the ground. I'm serious, people are always going on about how globalization has helped with the understanding of togetherness but I feel that they are ignoring the other side of this coin. Racism, Discrimination, Clashes of Culture, all increased with globalization because people aren't compassionate or empathetic enough to realize the pain of other people much less help them when they are in times of need.

The world is ugly and we need to rebuild.

[color=red]Spending such a classy morning at Germany... Old city, any historical places around?

Well I was kinda busy in this hours (8AM-2PM) tho I'm on holiday neet mode. About the others, maybe because of summer break?
Also, I find myself getting distant with your "home" after Anzei, Lance, and Asuzu comes. Well I'm not blaming them, it just I'm having hard time to blend. Besides, I'm a slow person. hahaha >_>

Don't get too paranoid Kei. You're on holiday. Well I know about that since you have too many time at Europe, you probably get bored quickly, especially at "lazy" hours. But yeah, just take your time on relaxing your mind.

...As I guess I'm not good at things like this. hahaha

I'm serious about this, I truly believe people are purposely ignoring me. For whatever reasons they have, I'd prefer if they told me rather than hiding like the cowards they are.

And Rise blames me for not talking to people, well, how exactly was I supposed to talk to them when they are obviously ignoring me? I don't care if you people hate me, think I'm weird or intimidated by me but don't fucking pretend like I don't exist because you're all acting like cowards without the spine to tell me what you think of me.

No, it's no point writing this because nobody is going to read it or even take it into consideration. Why should I bother with the world at all? I find it really saddening that millions of people, Kei included, are fighting and risking their lives to protect this scum.

[color=red]Maybe because some of them venture out from your "home" and slowly getting distant, and probably forgetting this thread.
Kinda cruel when I think about your thoughts, but doesn't mean its impossible.
Well my mind always tried to not think about negative things lately now, but I won't force it then.

edit : argh I didn't read the edit. wait for a bit

--Hmm about that, I don't think you get ignored, but somehow passive (outside your house, I rarely go to your house lately so I don't know much about event on your home. In old times I mean, recently you seems active again).

--Up to you. I'm also trying to get hold into this society. There's a times when I want to give up and let it go. But I tried something else, to fill the emptiness in my mind. Some people have different method to fill that gap.

Well, I'm usually an optimist but you know, there's only so much crap an optimist can take and recently people have been giving me loads of inconsiderate crap. I don't know if they realize it or not, I don't really care anymore if they do anymore, they're inconsiderate scum and I'll treat them the same manner they do to me.

But I rant too much for my own good, so I'm gonna go out and try to enjoy the scenery. Whoever reads my posts can respond however they feel like it but in most case I doubt I'll keep it in high regard like the people *sarcastic tone* oh so do with me.

[color=red]Edited my post before, damn I took too long time to find a good word, :/

It's normal to rant. And enjoy your scenery then.

I had hard time crashing for my whole life but that never shook my believe that there still are good people. Call me naive if you want but that's what I believe.
Maybe it might something to do with why I found Buddhism so much appealing when I began to study it a few years ago.
World is filled with bastards I know that because in last five years I went thru some hard times but it did not shook me to see the whole world in bad colors.

I never had anything against anyone just based on who he is. I don't care if the guy or gal is Christian, Muslim, Black or white. To me it matter who the person is.

No, I have no qualms with the person's religion or physical qualities. No, my problem is with what these people lack which they could easily obtain if they threw their egos and pride away, cast off their mask of ignorance, what other metaphor of enlightenment there is. That being said, I cannot deny that I myself have shown signs of ignorance in my past but I've tried to make right by them, I have rarely seen a single person I have met(and I meet plenty of different people in my travels) do the same.

All of this being said, I cannot ascertain that what I say is 'true' or 'right', just that this is what you, the world, have shown me. A dystopia where inflated egos and the latest trends are all that matters and the corrupt always have their way with the little man. And to those who read this and think that I'm preaching to you, thinking you're the little man who has been done wrong, you better look in the mirror because most likely, I ain't talking about you. I may not be talking about anybody at all, I may just be clinging on to a tiny shred of hope that there is a little man still out there but there may just be nothing but the corrupt having their way with each other.

I swear, humanity makes me sick sometimes.