Ever feel THAT lonley?

I guess I'm just postin this just cause I'm honestly curious. I know people have the blues and downs sometimes. But have ya ever had it because of just pure lonliness? I know really posting things like this on a hentai site really isn't doing much good or better, but I guess I just dont know where else to post is all. Lack of friends, lack of love life, lack of just doing anything social. Those be the reasons for my lonlieness and right now I just feel really tired and empty. I know I could do a lot to change things in my life, but I just dont know why I haven't yet.

But enough of my bitching, does anyone here want to chat? Play some co op or competitve games with me on xbox live? And also what do you do when you have have just that kinda crippling loneliness and depression?

I felt that way during like the last two years of high school...I was constantly stressed and upset with how thing where working out in my life. by the time I actually graduated, I was so thankful to just stop being around that place and the people there(except my friends).

wow exactly the same as me, but in my case cant do alot to change any of this really which makes me feel even worse, i often think why do i bother to keep going and it would be easier if i could just never wake up or something.

Not that i would actually do anything to make that happen but i think it would be better that way.



Sit at my comp all day looking at sites like this ;D and playing 360/PS3 is really all i can do to make me feel a bit better.

I should prob talk to more ppl even if its over msn or something as im quite a loner and only really talk to others over general forum posting etc which ill even admit is really fucked up tbh

Yes. More of an anxiety and depression. Sometimes you feel like life isn't for you...

But...we move on. Or most...pass on...That pure loneliness can cause suicide. Been there...never done it again...

Not recently, but yeah.
I have an anxiety disorder, which doesn't help the case.
But the fact that I'm nearly 21 years old, not going to school, don't really have any hobbies, my closest friend is currently in another country, and have no real idea of what I want from my future...yeah, it can make me a bit lonely.
Its tough.
But then you find something or someone that makes it easier. And its not so bad.
You'll get past it.
:3

I always experience that feeling. Thanks to my friends here in fakku, somehow, they take all those loneliness away. :)

*sigh*
I wonder when was the last time i felt like that. Though i used to suffer from feelings of lonely emptiness quite a bit in the past. Eventually i decided to fuck life, instead of letting life fuck with me.

Pretty much this. I grew up made fun of and always the outcast and I do have spells of despair. I get stressed out at work not because how hard the admins make it but the fact that I *have* to do it. Not a day goes by that I think that a nearly quarter of my life has gone by and I still haven't applied myself for my future (I feel you Aki-chan).

Basically this.
I feel it regularly too.

Sometimes I think modern life sets us up to be a lot lonelier than the generations before us. We have to move around a lot more and it's harder to put down roots anywhere. Sometimes I wonder if I'm beyond the point in my life where I can meet new people and make genuine friends.

I guess if it's any consolation, there's more ways to kill time than ever.

https://www.fakku.net/viewtopic.php?t=55557

I feel ya. Sometimes it just comes to you out of nowhere. Where you feel like you just don't matter to anyone and nobody cares enough to not even care about you dying. Like, your existence is nothing compared to others.

Yeah, for the most part it dosen't make me sucicidal or anything like that, just very depressed. For me I tend to be more prone to being mad when I am just to depressed. Took some frustation out on my 360 controller which I now just broke.

Yeah of course, it's dreadful, don't wanna kill myself, but everything in life seems to suck, work is overbearing and you just don't enjoy anything. Hell it would get so bad I'd just cry at the drop of a pen, even if I dropped it.

I was feeling that way awhile ago. I was going through a nervous breakdown and there was no one to turn to because it was related to one of my friends who was causing me so much pain, another didn't want to hear my problems, and yet another friend couldn't relate to my problems. Eventually I just collapsed and starting bawling about it to my father one night.

Never felt quite so alone as I did right then.

I was born to be alone, I've learned this and accepted it. Talking to people on a hentai site is the closest thing to human relations I have.

and at your last statement, I play xbox, mostly fighters though.

I'm ever alone.. kids running around yelling, A woman bitchin at me, a brother asking me if i have some cash or if im holdin', fresh out of high school little fucktard asking me if can take the class to fill there major requirement and if they can not show up until the final. and lastly went no ones around... the voices keep me company...* click the hammer*

No ive never felt THAT lonely before because im one of those people that puts in absolutely no effort whatsoever to talk to other people and make nice so ive never really felt that need to constantly look for someone to be with. If anything being with people just makes me feel nervous and uncomfortable.

I always used to think that my sister was retarded for saying that she prefers animals over humans but I can kinda see why she'd say that. I mean 'communicating' with a cat is easy as fuck:

1) You get down on bent knees and extend your arm slowly towards the cat.
2) You let said cat smell your hand.
3) If it wants you to you can pet it.
4) You can then take it further and rub its belly whilst making agreeable purring noises. (IDK WTF im saying in cat if im totally honest with you but it doesnt seem to matter)
5) "DONT GET TOO FAMILIAR AND PICK ME UP MOTHERFUCKER". (I never attempt to pickup the cat on the first meet, I realise that boundry must NOT be crossed)

Wouldnt it be nice if you could go up to a cute girl and do this, How simple the World would be but NoOoOoOo apparently girls dont like being stroked by strange men in trenchcoats that they dont know... Whats the problem with that? Wheres the trust? Wheres the LOVE?

Its a cold dark World out there people! :(

^This. It's like the analogy about a movie sucking for the first half, chances are low it's going to get better afterward.

Oh yes, I exactly know how that feel.
I mostly live alone, and whenever I don't have class, I will just sit in front of my PC and doing nothing other than just browsing internet. Well, that was just the time when I really have nothing to do.
But really, living alone is sucks, I am glad that my friends always there to help me to get rid of the loneliness, but then again .. they won't accompany me forever.

Ugh, I need to get out from this lifestyle.

Most of my high school life was like that. Only had so many friends with the same interests and eventually learned to live with what I have. At least I'm not lonely to the point where I need One nighters just to reassure myself that I'm alive.