Ever feel THAT lonley?

I'm a pretty social person, so I have a lot of friends around me. BUT I'm mano-depressive so when I get depressed I feel like the loneliest person in the world. Not because I don't think anyone understands me, just because I have trust-issues and don't think people really care except for trying to make themselves feel like better people (I never say it out loud though, I don't want to hurt the feelings of people that "actually" cares).

As for love life I'm starting to feel a bit lonely, but that is simply because I only get attached to gamers that don't understand what they can get.

But whenever I start to feel sad and lonely I think "things will eventually get better, they always do", and so should a lot of other people do too imho.

Loneliness only creeps into my mind when I take a breather from the daily working I do. I make a point of really trying to be busy often, both because I like being super productive, and it just makes time go by really fast. Every now and then though I do stop and just think about things (that are often on pause in my mind because I'm too busy to worry about it), and that's when loneliness has the best chance of creeping in.