Have you ever felt like life has no meaning?
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That if you gave up and offed yourself no one would really care?
I grew up depressed...I suppose I had a good reason to - the thing is, I had no idea how sick and twisted I actually was....its a very very long story...
I wish...there were places people socially inept could go to get better
We all look for someone worse off than us, it gives us someone to look down on.
That's why people frequent online message boards - looking for self-validation
But what happens when you've fallen as low as you possibly can, and you no longer have anyone to look down on but yourself?
What happens when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired? Then what?
I suppose my problem seems simple...but its...so complicated
My entire life is a lie...Its been nothing but wasted time...
I can't stand hurting anymore but I don't know how to change
Sorry to put this on this forum I just..........whatever
I grew up depressed...I suppose I had a good reason to - the thing is, I had no idea how sick and twisted I actually was....its a very very long story...
I wish...there were places people socially inept could go to get better
We all look for someone worse off than us, it gives us someone to look down on.
That's why people frequent online message boards - looking for self-validation
But what happens when you've fallen as low as you possibly can, and you no longer have anyone to look down on but yourself?
What happens when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired? Then what?
I suppose my problem seems simple...but its...so complicated
My entire life is a lie...Its been nothing but wasted time...
I can't stand hurting anymore but I don't know how to change
Sorry to put this on this forum I just..........whatever
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Tegumi wrote...
Don't make double threads. I deleted your other one.Forgive me that was a lagging wifi issue
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Meh. Life is what you make of it.
You choose how you want to live, and that is the meaning to your life. Sure, there are always wasted opportunities and failed aspirations But your existence and the existence of others gives life a meaning.
You choose how you want to live, and that is the meaning to your life. Sure, there are always wasted opportunities and failed aspirations But your existence and the existence of others gives life a meaning.
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Androgeny wrote...
and you no longer have anyone to look down on a butt yourself?
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No matter how many cracks you may run into the future,
there is always something good in life you can "look down" upon to.
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I don't care if life has no meaning because I've made my personal reason to exist. As for offing myself, I feel very averted towards death. Probably because I haven't lived long enough to grow tired of living, and I have too many things to do. I also love my friends and family, and I know they love me. Sorry OP, can't relate.
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Shinzumakami wrote...
Ice cream is the cure! ^.^I'm straight up eating ice cream as I read this. And this was the first post I read.
OT: You're alive, what isn't there to do.
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Androgeny wrote...
Sorry to put this on this forum I just..........whateverYour problem right here.
Srsly, it's of the same kind as feeling alone in a crowded place, where everyone feels the same time to time. Stop treating us as virtual npcs or walls of text. We all have feelings and troubles and worries of the same kind so you're not alone.
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Ahh... the good old days. oh to be young again. so full of angst and unphathomable dispair.
turn the depression into hate. it's not you that doesn't matter, it's everyone else. fuck the world. spite is my favorite antidepresant.
turn the depression into hate. it's not you that doesn't matter, it's everyone else. fuck the world. spite is my favorite antidepresant.
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Mr.Shaggnificent wrote...
Ahh... the good old days. oh to be young again. so full of angst and unphathomable dispair. turn the depression into hate. it's not you that doesn't matter, it's everyone else. fuck the world. spite is my favorite antidepresant.
Hear, hear. Being violent and full of resentment is the only way to get around in the world. Also, being a hypocrite helps, and talking behind people's back is the best therapy.
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So, I've been depressed pretty much all my life, I have absolutely no friends (maybe 1-2 that I hardly see) but I'd never end my life. As much as life sucks I still enjoy it, and I'm hoping one day to have a family! I want my own kid, and yes, to offer his soul for immortality.
But really there is no absolute reason for life, we are here reproduce and survive, that's how I see it. Maybe you should get a pet, I'd be nothing without my animals haha. My bird cheers me up everyday even if she's rude and wakes me up at 6am every morning! (darn you peaches)
If ya wanna talk more privately PM me, otherwise I don't talk to much bout d's feelers of mine.
But really there is no absolute reason for life, we are here reproduce and survive, that's how I see it. Maybe you should get a pet, I'd be nothing without my animals haha. My bird cheers me up everyday even if she's rude and wakes me up at 6am every morning! (darn you peaches)
If ya wanna talk more privately PM me, otherwise I don't talk to much bout d's feelers of mine.
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neyapuckachinha wrote...
Mr.Shaggnificent wrote...
Ahh... the good old days. oh to be young again. so full of angst and unphathomable dispair. turn the depression into hate. it's not you that doesn't matter, it's everyone else. fuck the world. spite is my favorite antidepresant.
Hear, hear. Being violent and full of resentment is the only way to get around in the world. Also, being a hypocrite helps, and talking behind people's back is the best therapy.
But I want to work on my personality not destroy it