Have you ever felt like life has no meaning?
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623
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opanihuya wrote...
623 wrote...
WHY IS EVERYONE SO EMO???better?
If you're trying to placate me, then yeah sure. But over dramatic, ellipses-filled, self-pitying posts like these just bug the hell out of me. And what was with the end? Apologizing then just, like, dismissing everything? Call me unempathetic if you want because I know I am.
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623 wrote...
opanihuya wrote...
623 wrote...
WHY IS EVERYONE SO EMO???better?
If you're trying to placate me, then yeah sure. But over dramatic, ellipses-filled, self-pitying posts like these just bug the hell out of me. And what was with the end? Apologizing then just, like, dismissing everything? Call me unempathetic if you want because I know I am.
Nah, actually your remark made me also cringe. Posting a standup was all i could come up with.
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Androgeny wrote...
That if you gave up and offed yourself no one would really care?I grew up depressed...I suppose I had a good reason to - the thing is, I had no idea how sick and twisted I actually was....its a very very long story...
No one does care, it's just the reality of it, at least they can't as deeply as you can. You are an individual, a single entity which, through cosmic happenstance, is sentient. I cannot care about you as much as I can care about myself. At our cores we are selfish, it's a good survival mechanism which limits altruism to a finite point.
Androgeny wrote...
I wish...there were places people socially inept could go to get betterWe all look for someone worse off than us, it gives us someone to look down on.
That's why people frequent online message boards - looking for self-validation
That's one way of thinking of it, and if that's really your stance you ought to consider exploring different mentalities. You don't necessarily have to be "better" or "worse" to validate your own interpretation of your own life. Outside information is irrelevant. Just because Donald Trump probably ate something more luxurious than ramen for dinner doesn't make my dinner any less tasty, and just because Africans are starving doesn't make it taste any better, it's a meal nonetheless.
Androgeny wrote...
But what happens when you've fallen as low as you possibly can, and you no longer have anyone to look down on but yourself?Looking up or down is irrelevant. If you're unhappy, change things within your power, if you legitimately can't then either learn how to and drive on, or learn to be content. Typically you CAN either change things or learn how.
Androgeny wrote...
What happens when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired? Then what? I suppose my problem seems simple...but its...so complicated
Grab your ruck and drive on. Muster the intestinal fortitude to go on. See your goal and take it. No more time needs to be spent in lamentation.
Androgeny wrote...
My entire life is a lie...Its been nothing but wasted time...I can't stand hurting anymore but I don't know how to change
So? If it is a lie now amend the future. Find something to strive for say, a job you like, or a girlfriend, maybe a boyfriend (I'd be a hypocrite to judge ), the example is unnecessary really, just find something and seize it.
Androgeny wrote...
Sorry to put this on this forum I just..........whateverDon't apologize now, save that for a time that warrants it.
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Androgeny wrote...
That if you gave up and offed yourself no one would really care?I grew up depressed...I suppose I had a good reason to - the thing is, I had no idea how sick and twisted I actually was....its a very very long story...
I wish...there were places people socially inept could go to get better
We all look for someone worse off than us, it gives us someone to look down on.
That's why people frequent online message boards - looking for self-validation
But what happens when you've fallen as low as you possibly can, and you no longer have anyone to look down on but yourself?
What happens when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired? Then what?
I suppose my problem seems simple...but its...so complicated
My entire life is a lie...Its been nothing but wasted time...
I can't stand hurting anymore but I don't know how to change
Sorry to put this on this forum I just..........whatever
If you are a woman, please marry me. No joke this is a legitimate marriage proposal. If you're a man however then you are my soul brother.
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Life has no meaning unless you have consciousness. Other than that your not really gonna care about anything then passing on you own d.n.a i.e fish,ant,nimotoad