Your First Love

A relationship with my first crush/love and I never happened. But that's how it is with first loves right (or so the myth says anyway)?

How'd your first crush/love go?

It never even started, I had to move away. It's kind of sad just because I don't even remember her last name and I actually hope that by some turn of fate I can meet her again. :[

I was slapped by her right after I confessed. >.>

Had to switch schools. Drifted apart after that. Never even got to tell her my feelings. The only time I've ever pulled some crazy things like fixing a Secret Santa drawing in the class, just to be hers, though. :D

It lasted for almost three years. The last year we were kinda on and off, and it ended with that she talked to me about getting back together while sleeping with my best friend behind my back.

First love ? it's not going too well ...

I confess to her, but she accept me at the name of "sympathy" and for her new experience since she never have a lover before ... Therefore, she accept me. And i feel very happy at the time. [size=5]tch, how foolish.[/h]

Why i know ?
Because she never called me her bf when we still on relation .. she just called me "Friend" when introduce me to her friends.
One time i ask "what am i to you ?" , "Do you love me as much as i am to you?" .. she is silent .. and she said "Whatever , it's all up to you" and left me afterward.

Depressed for one day and start not giving any damn since then.
Thinking about how she pity me without any special feeling . It pissed me off and i start to realize how pathetic i am.

I try to deny any special feeling anymore ..
But recently, a girl i met in this inter-webs can made me realize how happy it is to fall in love.

Before i babbling too much and start to spit unrelated topic, i will stop ...

But in short, i hate my first love. REALLY it is.

Unrequited. He was the kind of guy that caused me to start rambling whenever he was around.

Stupid first loves and their ability to affect people.. -_-"

First crush? Hmmmm, I guess somewhere at the end of primary school lol.

And my first love was when I was silly, stupid and not thinking. Looking back on it, I really hate how I was back then. All adventerous and whatnot.

First crush... there was this girl in kindergarden, her name was Sarah. it never went anywhere and not that I had some real feelings (I mean, I was a 4 years old kid, please!)

Now, my first real crush, I was 15, her name was Eva. I confessed her, she rejected me, and I was sad as hell. But fortunately, I got over it really fast and forgot about her. I see it as a valuable lesson.

@clovers: *pats in the head* I'm sad to ear this. Such a good thing it was over long ago.

First love?

Yeah, I remember mine.Thought she was a rather nice girl. She was the kinda girl that would be the center of attention, everyone wanting to be around her, and enjoyed her company. Than I confessed to her. Chick had quite the dark side. She laughed, kicked me in the leg, insulted me, than proceed to have a male friend or two pummel me.

My pride hurt far more than my bruises that day. Ah, love and all it's wonderful-ness.

Well i still havent had my "true love" but of course there were girls i had chills for or admiration but never really love thou... Well i guess the first girl i had was in second grade? xD But that was pretty much childish play so yeah lol

WTF? what kind of girl was that?

The first girl I fell in love with (not a simple crush) was when I was a second year highschool student. She was a really cute redhead that I had known since kindergarten, but my feelings developed for her in highschool. We dated a few times, and I asked her to the prom, but she went with someone else (which hurt terribly, especially during the prom when people were asking where she was and I told them "she with someone else").

I suppose it was really a bad sign that she never really said that she liked me. Sure, we spent quite a lot of time together, but she never really said that she liked me. Whenever I told her I loved her she'd just smile.



Holy shit, this happened to me nearly exactly.

After highschool, we went to different colleges. The house I was living in during that time didn't have a phone, so I moved to an apartment that did have a phone so that I could call her up. We'd talk about twice a week, dated once... then she just stopped receiving my calls. Everytime I called, she was too busy, too tired, studying, etc. I tried writing, but she never wrote back. This went on for a couple of months.

One day I called, and I heard on the phone "tell him I'm not here."

It was the first time I got drunk. I was alone in my apartment, and managed to finish a bottle of vodka alone and I puked my guts out. I was a mess for a week. It hurt that, after more than three years of seeing each other, I didn't even deserve a "let's be friends" speech. By the end of the month I was so lonely I gave up on the apartment and moved back home. I never called again.

Obviously, if i go on more detail . It will be looks like all you mention already.

It is sure bad, after effect is depressed .. and get rid of it is not that easy. I can understand what you feel. It will be better if at the time, she reject me and not giving me short-duration fake happiness.

Until now, i still have bad impression upon her and feeling that you guys called "love" .. and i cannot just say "just let it slip" .. after all what she done.
But lately , i getting call from her.
She said that if it possible, we shall be a lover once again.

Well, more than 2 years after that .. and she ask me out of blue like there is nothing happen. I got pissed and ignore her.
How about you ? do you can move on to another ?

Mine was going perfect.
But I was like... 8, around there. Confessed (if you can call it confessing), we kissed, blah blah blah romance. Stayed like that for 2 years.

Then I went over there one day to find out she forgot who I was. Something about memory loss. And after that, she never felt attracted towards me again. Yeah, I was sad for a few days, and then realized that it's best that she didn't remember the times we had together.

We could barely be called together anyway. After all, we were 8, no clue what love really was.

holy fuck, this sounds like a movie or anime! I never thought this kind of things would happen in real life.

my first love... she hated me(even ought she gave me a hummer years later)

That could very well explain why I do not like Tsunderes. Granted, I don't hate them, but they're very low on my preference list, if you get what I mean.