Your First Love
0
I had my first girlfriend when i was 12. we were together for like 4 months. I thought that everything was fine but i found out that she was cheating on me so i broke up with her. Then, she left to go to another school. (It wasn't my fault, she had to move because of family problems) I was happy that she left because i can forget everything and not to be reminded of her and the times we spent together. But, she came back last year and now, I hate her so much because she is so bitchy to me and to my friends. I wished I had never dated her.
0
jmason
Curious and Wondering
My first love was with a girl who's my senior, and I just was then a freshman. I met her on a school activity, a school club orientation. I was reading Paulo Coelho's "The Alchemist" when she sat next to me. I was aware she sat next to me, and I slightly peered at her - she was pretty and quite tall. Later while waiting for the club advisors to come in she initiated a chat, to which I asked why me, and she said, "You're reading my favorite book."
I was immediately smitten. For the next few months, she always teases me that I spend too much time in the library and then sits beside me to read a novel - she loves novels. She lent me some good novels that weren't in the library.
Then months later I heard some of her friends chatting by near and I was unintentionally eavesdropping (I was fixing my locker items behind them), they were talking about her, and I heard one line that sank deeply - "... too bad she's dating someone five years older." I kinda sulked that day... didn't even bother further fixing my locker items. But I realized I don't want to ruin a good friendship with her. I kept the normal routine, I never changed. We still saw each other at the library, read books and such. But I knew I can't go any further than this.
A week before she graduated she graduated, in a paper bag along with the books I borrowed I included the Paulo Coelho novel I never saw inside the library - "Veronika Decides to Die". I inserted it at the bottom of the paper bag as a gift. I received a thank-you phone call later afterwards.
Last I heard she was in the US as a lawyer and has three children.
I was immediately smitten. For the next few months, she always teases me that I spend too much time in the library and then sits beside me to read a novel - she loves novels. She lent me some good novels that weren't in the library.
Then months later I heard some of her friends chatting by near and I was unintentionally eavesdropping (I was fixing my locker items behind them), they were talking about her, and I heard one line that sank deeply - "... too bad she's dating someone five years older." I kinda sulked that day... didn't even bother further fixing my locker items. But I realized I don't want to ruin a good friendship with her. I kept the normal routine, I never changed. We still saw each other at the library, read books and such. But I knew I can't go any further than this.
A week before she graduated she graduated, in a paper bag along with the books I borrowed I included the Paulo Coelho novel I never saw inside the library - "Veronika Decides to Die". I inserted it at the bottom of the paper bag as a gift. I received a thank-you phone call later afterwards.
Last I heard she was in the US as a lawyer and has three children.
0
The first time I loved I ended up vowing to never love again. My heart was in a complete mess I couldn't feel half of my emotions and I just couldn't handle anything. Now I'm still planning on never loving anyone in an intimate way. Too much pain and too much tears are involved if I ever try again.
0
GracefulDiscension. wrote...
The first time I loved I ended up vowing to never love again. My heart was in a complete mess I couldn't feel half of my emotions and I just couldn't handle anything. Now I'm still planning on never loving anyone in an intimate way. Too much pain and too much tears are involved if I ever try again.Hey, that's part of being alive. All that pain and tears weren't useless. Give a chance again. It may end up the same way, but hey, believe me, later you'll be glad you did it.
0
second what's above. the harder you fall, probably means you felt something truly amazing for a time. you get over it with time usually, but at least you know you felt something that intense at some point. all worth it in the end.
as far as my first love....fell in love with this kid when we were both around 14-15. we had a small fight, he pussied out and stopped talking to me..never officially broke up...cried cried cried...then he calls me out of the blue begging for my forgiveness and wanting to get back together, all of which i refuse.
fastforward 7 years later. i graduated from college, go back to my hometown, walk into a restaurant and get a job. turns out he works there but he looked so different it took me a week to recognize him.
the rest of this amazing tale is actually on: https://www.fakku.net/viewtopic.php?t=8428&start=&start=45
as far as my first love....fell in love with this kid when we were both around 14-15. we had a small fight, he pussied out and stopped talking to me..never officially broke up...cried cried cried...then he calls me out of the blue begging for my forgiveness and wanting to get back together, all of which i refuse.
fastforward 7 years later. i graduated from college, go back to my hometown, walk into a restaurant and get a job. turns out he works there but he looked so different it took me a week to recognize him.
the rest of this amazing tale is actually on: https://www.fakku.net/viewtopic.php?t=8428&start=&start=45
0
Well, I had my first and only crush when I was in 5th grade. We sat next to each other, but we never said anything. Then one day she sees me drawing and starts telling me how she likes my drawings, I instantly fell in love. We would talk and I would draw pictures for her. Hell, I remember trying to impress her, the teacher wanted some volunteers to run 10 laps around the track, so I volunteered along my my friend. from the start I was bound to fail since I was the chunky kid. I felt like such an ass. Anyways, one day she asked me to draw something for her and asked me to write "I love (Guys name here)" on it, I felt like shit and came to the realization that I had no chance. well, we went to the same middle school, I talked to her ocasionally, but after 7th grade we would see each other but wouldn't say anything to each other, I wanted to say something, but at that piont I started getting really shy when I would talk to people. After Middle school we went to diffirent high schools, and I never saw her again. I felt bad for a while, but I got over it, so yeah...
I wonder if I will ever feel like that about someone again...
I wonder if I will ever feel like that about someone again...
0
my first (celebrity) crush was Robert Smith from the Cure. I remember walking into the room while my older sister was watching MTV. I thought he was soooo pretty. I was what, 5? This did not bode well.
my first actual crush was with my best friend when I was in... 3rd grade and it was an on and off infatuation until 6th or 7th grade. We would talk about comic books and video games and cartoons and he was learning how to play the electric guitar... dreamy, right? We actually always missed each other in the infatuation department. When I was interested in him, he was not interested in me and vice versa. And honestly, he became like a brother to me so really it worked out in the end.
my first "love" was in Highschool. He was emotionally reticent and I was emotionally numb, two negatives make a positive, right? Those were interesting times.
my first actual crush was with my best friend when I was in... 3rd grade and it was an on and off infatuation until 6th or 7th grade. We would talk about comic books and video games and cartoons and he was learning how to play the electric guitar... dreamy, right? We actually always missed each other in the infatuation department. When I was interested in him, he was not interested in me and vice versa. And honestly, he became like a brother to me so really it worked out in the end.
my first "love" was in Highschool. He was emotionally reticent and I was emotionally numb, two negatives make a positive, right? Those were interesting times.
0
My first crush was on this boy in the 5th grade. I was a hyper weirdo, so he didn't like me.
my first love was when I was around 17/18. about a year ago i guess. It was my first long term relationship too. I was a senior and she was a freshman ( I like em young haha) she was really energetic and outgoing, so i thought she'd help me get out of my shell. But, she was actually insecure and very needy. This drove me a little crazy, because I have a hard time interpreting peoples emotions if they dont directly tell me whats going on.
we broke up after I moved to a different city. we had a bunch of differences and were always hurting each others feelings in some way or another, but after I left I realized how important she was to me. We went back to being good friends.
my first love was when I was around 17/18. about a year ago i guess. It was my first long term relationship too. I was a senior and she was a freshman ( I like em young haha) she was really energetic and outgoing, so i thought she'd help me get out of my shell. But, she was actually insecure and very needy. This drove me a little crazy, because I have a hard time interpreting peoples emotions if they dont directly tell me whats going on.
we broke up after I moved to a different city. we had a bunch of differences and were always hurting each others feelings in some way or another, but after I left I realized how important she was to me. We went back to being good friends.
0
My first love wasn't my first boyfriend. His name was Taylor and i knew him in fifth grade and liked him but then we met again in seventh grade and we became really close like... Best friends close. I had the biggest crush ever on him and he was pretty popular with the girls but he always preffwres hanging out with me ( yet I was too aloof to think that meant he liked me back).
Then one day I was with my friend Monica at school and we made a deal where if I told Michael aka the dude she crushed on that she liked him she would tell Taylor I liked him. So that day I went up to Michael and was like " hey Monica from our class realy likes you she wanted you to know." he was unphased cause hey it's middle school and half the guys weren't even developing yet haha so whatever I kept my end. I wait all day in agony to see how Taylor reacts to me. I talk to Monica she's like " yeah he says your cool." so I'm all happy and then nothing further happens with Taylor.
The summer comes and we spend a lot of it together. We also spend it with my actual best friend Ariana. Big mistake introducing these two. They started becoming close and then in 8th grade started going out. I was absolutely crushed. I was so upset and thhe worst part was my best friends were together and if I hang out with one I had to be with both of them and it wasn't easy to be a third wheel.
I got over it like six months later but it definitely stung. Now I could really have cared less and i'm glad we didn't actually go out. Taylor was the kind of kid to flirt with every girl ever but I just didn't realize that. I also talked to him freshmen year of hs and he was like " wait... You liked me? I didn't know" and I was like didn't Monica tell you? He replies " all Monica said was ' what if you and steph were to date?that'd be cool right? But not really." lol Taylor had no clue all along an he confessed to having liked me in 7th grade. But it was vair far back in our past and we were cool with that. It ended all good on our front. Not so much on Ariana and i's .... Cause she's grade a bitch.
But yeah that's my silly tale of first love. I look back on it fondly.
Then one day I was with my friend Monica at school and we made a deal where if I told Michael aka the dude she crushed on that she liked him she would tell Taylor I liked him. So that day I went up to Michael and was like " hey Monica from our class realy likes you she wanted you to know." he was unphased cause hey it's middle school and half the guys weren't even developing yet haha so whatever I kept my end. I wait all day in agony to see how Taylor reacts to me. I talk to Monica she's like " yeah he says your cool." so I'm all happy and then nothing further happens with Taylor.
The summer comes and we spend a lot of it together. We also spend it with my actual best friend Ariana. Big mistake introducing these two. They started becoming close and then in 8th grade started going out. I was absolutely crushed. I was so upset and thhe worst part was my best friends were together and if I hang out with one I had to be with both of them and it wasn't easy to be a third wheel.
I got over it like six months later but it definitely stung. Now I could really have cared less and i'm glad we didn't actually go out. Taylor was the kind of kid to flirt with every girl ever but I just didn't realize that. I also talked to him freshmen year of hs and he was like " wait... You liked me? I didn't know" and I was like didn't Monica tell you? He replies " all Monica said was ' what if you and steph were to date?that'd be cool right? But not really." lol Taylor had no clue all along an he confessed to having liked me in 7th grade. But it was vair far back in our past and we were cool with that. It ended all good on our front. Not so much on Ariana and i's .... Cause she's grade a bitch.
But yeah that's my silly tale of first love. I look back on it fondly.
0
shinji_ikari
Mustn't Run Away...
my first love..I suppose that would be my highschool sweetheart..though considering the things I put her through , I doubt I even deserve to say I loved her.
0
My first love was during 5th grade, I made a pitiful mistake and asked her out without knowing what to do next lol. Speed dating at its best.
0
Alex~kun wrote...
timewellspent wrote...
C13R-66Y wrote...
Alex~kun wrote...
First love?Yeah, I remember mine.Thought she was a rather nice girl. She was the kinda girl that would be the center of attention, everyone wanting to be around her, and enjoyed her company. Than I confessed to her. Chick had quite the dark side. She laughed, kicked me in the leg, insulted me, than proceed to have a male friend or two pummel me.
My pride hurt far more than my bruises that day. Ah, love and all it's wonderful-ness.
WTF? what kind of girl was that?
Sounds like a tsundere to me.
That could very well explain why I do not like Tsunderes. Granted, I don't hate them, but they're very low on my preference list, if you get what I mean.
I think you guys mean yandere, since tsunderes are actually nicer than their commonly-perceived personality.
I've never met that kind of girl before though. She sounds like a total psycho, if you ask me.
Did you report the incident?
0
Clovers wrote...
I see first loves and crushes as different things ._. My first crush? I can't even remember...does kindergarten count? But as for first love, I was with him for over a year. He ended up telling me he was no longer attracted to me and was having gay feelings towards out mutual male friend. I was totally heartbroken and my self-esteem was shot to bits. And I know he wasn't just making it up to break up with me, I actually found gay porn sites in his history while using his computer once, that and he was on anti-depression meds. Oh how love can screw with you x____x;I have a really, really, really bad gaydar so this happens to me a lot. I had a childhood friend who I loved dearly (and still love, but in a different way), and as we grew up I got more and more attracted to him because he was SO my type. We would go through cycles of keeping and losing touch, but every time we got back in touch it was like we never lost touch at all. We even moved to America at roughly the same time and I thought it was fate that kept bringing us together. But one day, he came crying to me, and when I asked him what was wrong, he told me he was gay and that he wanted to come out to his family but was afraid to do so. He said I was the very first person he came out to, ever. I was honored that he trusted me, but I was also like...WTF MY DREAMS OF MAKING BABIES WITH YOU ARE CRUSHED. T_T
After that, several other men who I liked turned out to be gayer than a spring day. *facepalm*
Oh but he was not my first love. My first true love was in HS, and right after I got the courage to tell him I loved him, I had to leave for the US.
2
Ah, my first love. That was a long time ago. Her name was Ashley. I was five, she was six. She wanted to be a stripper when she grew up, so she showed me her 'goodies' all the time. But then a boy called John came along and stole her off me. He was seven and had a leather jacket. Now I have a leather jacket.
0
my first crush (legit) was in preschool
I really really liked this kid because he was really articulate and stuff
i went out of my way to actually kiss him in class
i had to sit in the corner :[
6 years later I would fall in love with his older brother and date him for 6 years <.<
we separated when i was 13.
I took his heart and he took my virginity <.<
He has 3 kids now, and lives in california, football coach
weird to think about
I really really liked this kid because he was really articulate and stuff
i went out of my way to actually kiss him in class
i had to sit in the corner :[
6 years later I would fall in love with his older brother and date him for 6 years <.<
we separated when i was 13.
I took his heart and he took my virginity <.<
He has 3 kids now, and lives in california, football coach
weird to think about
